When I go out sometimes that little voice in my head screams at me in fear. I was walking into a recreational weed store the other day and right as I was walking in, that inner voice reminded me I had a diaper on. So what? I was there to buy weed, not talking about being ABDL. I reminded myself that unless I planned on just telling everybody in the store, nobody would be the wiser. I was in and out in a minute or so with my meds with no ill effects from my interaction with the public. As a matter of fact, I feel more confident. I think it's because I'm actually being more honest by wearing. I'm being the real me and I don't feel like I have to fake a personality with others, something I always feel like I do when I'm out and about.