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So, after thinking a little, I've realized that I love ADISC. I've always come back here to seek support and be happy of being myself. That's what I've decided to post my book here, little by little, so you can ALL help me hone it before I release it to the world! I think that since the majority of the book is about Adult Babies, I'd post it here as a guide for those struggling. I hope you guys like what I'm writing and the direction I'm taking. I will be posting tidbits of the book as I write it, and I hope you guys can give me feedback and let me know what to change and all before the publication.
Without much more ado, here is the first part of my book:
by:
Henry Lyra
Preface
It all starts when you’re very young.
You don’t understand, you try to but you’re just drawn. When you’re a child, you look around and see all the children playing to be superheroes. You see them playing with cars, riding their bikes and running around. But you’re different and you don’t understand why. Instead of wanting to play to be a superhero, a racecar rider or a firemen, you look for something else. A inviting temptation you can’t understand.
And then you see them, the babies. They’re in their mothers’ arms, or in their father’s lap. They’re playing with toys, baby toys. You look around and even though you’re just seven years old, you try to understand. Why do you feel so drawn to the way babies are treated? You see mothers bottle feeding them, toddlers sucking their pacifiers or their thumbs. And you don’t understand but you want to be one of them.
But then you stare at the other children and you realize you want to be like them. But you can’t, because there is something strange going on with them.
You realize you are staring at the babies’ diapers, and you can’t control yourself. You look at yourself and you realize you want to be diapered too. You want to be cuddled too. You want to be taken care of.
And then comes dad, who tells you how proud he is you’re growing up, and you feel guilty. Guilty of wanting to be a baby. Because everybody is expecting you grow up. Everybody is happy to know you’re a healthy seven year old starting grade school, but you don’t feel that way. You feel different, you feel wrong.
You feel you’re not up to their expectations. You feel little. You look at your brothers, or your sisters, and they’re normal. They are normal. You’re not. You’re seven year old and you want to be babied. Something must be wrong with you, right? Why can’t you feel normal like they are? And then you’re wondering why it is so wrong.
Because people don’t understand, and you don’t understand.
And yet… you can’t change who you are inside.
Introduction
So you’ve started reading this book because of three reasons:
a) You like to wear diapers.
b) Someone close to you likes to wear diapers.
c) You just discovered a new world, the ABDL world, and you’re curious about it.
For whatever reason you picked up this book, you’re now going to discover a world that has been living in the shadows for a while right now. Let me start this book by saying that what you’re going to read is not just a book about Adult Babies and Diaper Lovers, it’s a book about loving yourself in every way that deviates from the norm. Maybe you’re not an ABDL, but still you’re living in the shadows because of something you like that you thought is not socially acceptable. Maybe you feel like a freak.
It’s alright.
At some point in our lives, we all feel like freaks. There will always be something that makes you different, but instead of looking at it with a positive attitude, you look at it with negativity and self-loathing. Let me tell you something: You should NEVER feel that way. Unless you’re a murderer or something. That is heavy. But since I’m pretty sure you’ve never killed, let’s move on.
First of all, remember that you’re never alone.
There are always more people like you. I mean, we’re living in an almost 7 billion people world, so there HAS to be someone that shares your lifestyle choice, someone that has your likings and desires. So let me tell you that whatever thing is dragging you down, let it go and reach out. We’re all connected, we all have tablets or smartphones or laptops with internet. Use them to your advantage and find your community.
You. Are. NEVER. Alone.
Anyway, let’s start the book with this small introduction of the topic I’ll be covering: Adult Babies and Diaper Lovers.
So, what’s an Adult Baby?
This is a list of things they are NOT:
• They are NOT child molesters.
• They are NOT pedophiles.
• They are NOT sexual offenders.
Now that I stressed the NOTs, let me tell you what they are:
• They are people.
Yes, they are people, they are human. Like anybody else in the world. They have flaws and they have virtues, there are good and there are some that are not-so-good. They make mistakes like anybody else in the world. They are human. They just happen to like diapers and like to pretend they are babies from time to time. And there is absolutely NOTHING wrong with that.
So let’s begin this book first with an overview on the Adult Babies and the Diaper Lovers.
Overview
Paraphilic Infantilism, as it is called by the “experts” (notice the quotation marks), is a condition in which a person, be it male or female, gay or straight, likes to wear diapers and behave like a baby. They are drawn to diapers, in a very strong way. Some would say it’s impossible for them to shake those feelings. They will always come back. And most of them feel shame, and they hide in the shadows hoping no one will know because they fear they will be judged and persecuted. But let’s ask the question:
What’s the harm in liking to behave like a baby and wear diapers? There is nothing harmful about it. The subject of the fantasies are adults too, not children. They do not go around “preying” for kids or the likes. They just like to pretend they are babies and wear diapers. If you ask me, that sounds pretty innocent. Maybe because most of the time, it is pretty innocent.
So, what does an Adult Baby does?
It varies really, from person to person. Some like to suck their thumbs and pacifiers, some like to drink from bottles, some like to dress babyish and behave as such and one thing is sure: they like to wear diapers. Do they use them? Some do, for their intended purpose. Some like to wet them, some like to mess them, some don’t like to use them at all. Because every Adult Baby is different from one another.
What is a Diaper Lover?
A Diaper Lover is a person who doesn’t like to engage in ageplay. They usually just wear diapers and that’s it, they don’t care about the baby things. For lots of Diaper Lovers, it is a sexual fetish. But we all have kinks, so don’t judge. Judging is wrong. It’s a nasty habit we humans have developed and I think it has also become some sort of reflex. We judge people by their tastes, their looks, their every single appearance or attitude. It’s wrong.
Judging people is just something we human beings have to learn to let go. If only it were that easy, people wouldn’t be killing each other in the streets because of color or ethnicity. Or religious beliefs.
My first advice is to not judge people.
I would like to divide this book in three sections: the one where I address Adult Babies and the one where I address people who have relationships with Adult Babies. The first section will begin with my personal story on who I am and how I came to be. As you know, I am an Adult Baby, so I’m talking from experience when writing this.
Let us start this ride.
So, you like to wear diapers?
So, you like to wear diapers? Maybe you like the way they look on you, or the way they are puffy, or the crinkling sound and the feeling of protection they give. Maybe you like how practical they are when you don’t have a bathroom nearby. Either way, you like to wear diapers. So… big deal? Part of it is a big deal, part of it shouldn’t be.
I mean, you’re still you.
You’re still an individual, a world all on its own. Maybe you like rock and metal or maybe you like classical music or jazz. Maybe you’re a bookworm or an athlete or both. Maybe you love comic books and action movies or you’re a hopeless romantic. The fact that you like to wear diapers doesn’t have to take away your individualism. You’re still a chest of wonders, full of surprises and of attributes that make you a unique person. Remember, you are unique. Just because you like to wear diapers doesn’t take away all the wonderful thing that makes you, well, you.
It takes a lot of effort to love yourself when you know you’re so different, when you think you can’t fit into “normal”. Well, let me tell you something: It is possible.
It is possible to love yourself even if you like to wear diapers, suck your thumb or pacifiers, and drink from bottles. It is possible to love yourself, period.
However, it takes time an effort, but don’t worry, I’ll tell you my story and maybe you can relate to it in some level. Once you relate to it, you’ll know you’re not alone.
Without much more ado, here is the first part of my book:
Of Infantile Habits - Embracing the Fact that You Like Diapers
by:
Henry Lyra
Preface
It all starts when you’re very young.
You don’t understand, you try to but you’re just drawn. When you’re a child, you look around and see all the children playing to be superheroes. You see them playing with cars, riding their bikes and running around. But you’re different and you don’t understand why. Instead of wanting to play to be a superhero, a racecar rider or a firemen, you look for something else. A inviting temptation you can’t understand.
And then you see them, the babies. They’re in their mothers’ arms, or in their father’s lap. They’re playing with toys, baby toys. You look around and even though you’re just seven years old, you try to understand. Why do you feel so drawn to the way babies are treated? You see mothers bottle feeding them, toddlers sucking their pacifiers or their thumbs. And you don’t understand but you want to be one of them.
But then you stare at the other children and you realize you want to be like them. But you can’t, because there is something strange going on with them.
You realize you are staring at the babies’ diapers, and you can’t control yourself. You look at yourself and you realize you want to be diapered too. You want to be cuddled too. You want to be taken care of.
And then comes dad, who tells you how proud he is you’re growing up, and you feel guilty. Guilty of wanting to be a baby. Because everybody is expecting you grow up. Everybody is happy to know you’re a healthy seven year old starting grade school, but you don’t feel that way. You feel different, you feel wrong.
You feel you’re not up to their expectations. You feel little. You look at your brothers, or your sisters, and they’re normal. They are normal. You’re not. You’re seven year old and you want to be babied. Something must be wrong with you, right? Why can’t you feel normal like they are? And then you’re wondering why it is so wrong.
Because people don’t understand, and you don’t understand.
And yet… you can’t change who you are inside.
Introduction
So you’ve started reading this book because of three reasons:
a) You like to wear diapers.
b) Someone close to you likes to wear diapers.
c) You just discovered a new world, the ABDL world, and you’re curious about it.
For whatever reason you picked up this book, you’re now going to discover a world that has been living in the shadows for a while right now. Let me start this book by saying that what you’re going to read is not just a book about Adult Babies and Diaper Lovers, it’s a book about loving yourself in every way that deviates from the norm. Maybe you’re not an ABDL, but still you’re living in the shadows because of something you like that you thought is not socially acceptable. Maybe you feel like a freak.
It’s alright.
At some point in our lives, we all feel like freaks. There will always be something that makes you different, but instead of looking at it with a positive attitude, you look at it with negativity and self-loathing. Let me tell you something: You should NEVER feel that way. Unless you’re a murderer or something. That is heavy. But since I’m pretty sure you’ve never killed, let’s move on.
First of all, remember that you’re never alone.
There are always more people like you. I mean, we’re living in an almost 7 billion people world, so there HAS to be someone that shares your lifestyle choice, someone that has your likings and desires. So let me tell you that whatever thing is dragging you down, let it go and reach out. We’re all connected, we all have tablets or smartphones or laptops with internet. Use them to your advantage and find your community.
You. Are. NEVER. Alone.
Anyway, let’s start the book with this small introduction of the topic I’ll be covering: Adult Babies and Diaper Lovers.
So, what’s an Adult Baby?
This is a list of things they are NOT:
• They are NOT child molesters.
• They are NOT pedophiles.
• They are NOT sexual offenders.
Now that I stressed the NOTs, let me tell you what they are:
• They are people.
Yes, they are people, they are human. Like anybody else in the world. They have flaws and they have virtues, there are good and there are some that are not-so-good. They make mistakes like anybody else in the world. They are human. They just happen to like diapers and like to pretend they are babies from time to time. And there is absolutely NOTHING wrong with that.
So let’s begin this book first with an overview on the Adult Babies and the Diaper Lovers.
Overview
Paraphilic Infantilism, as it is called by the “experts” (notice the quotation marks), is a condition in which a person, be it male or female, gay or straight, likes to wear diapers and behave like a baby. They are drawn to diapers, in a very strong way. Some would say it’s impossible for them to shake those feelings. They will always come back. And most of them feel shame, and they hide in the shadows hoping no one will know because they fear they will be judged and persecuted. But let’s ask the question:
What’s the harm in liking to behave like a baby and wear diapers? There is nothing harmful about it. The subject of the fantasies are adults too, not children. They do not go around “preying” for kids or the likes. They just like to pretend they are babies and wear diapers. If you ask me, that sounds pretty innocent. Maybe because most of the time, it is pretty innocent.
So, what does an Adult Baby does?
It varies really, from person to person. Some like to suck their thumbs and pacifiers, some like to drink from bottles, some like to dress babyish and behave as such and one thing is sure: they like to wear diapers. Do they use them? Some do, for their intended purpose. Some like to wet them, some like to mess them, some don’t like to use them at all. Because every Adult Baby is different from one another.
What is a Diaper Lover?
A Diaper Lover is a person who doesn’t like to engage in ageplay. They usually just wear diapers and that’s it, they don’t care about the baby things. For lots of Diaper Lovers, it is a sexual fetish. But we all have kinks, so don’t judge. Judging is wrong. It’s a nasty habit we humans have developed and I think it has also become some sort of reflex. We judge people by their tastes, their looks, their every single appearance or attitude. It’s wrong.
Judging people is just something we human beings have to learn to let go. If only it were that easy, people wouldn’t be killing each other in the streets because of color or ethnicity. Or religious beliefs.
My first advice is to not judge people.
I would like to divide this book in three sections: the one where I address Adult Babies and the one where I address people who have relationships with Adult Babies. The first section will begin with my personal story on who I am and how I came to be. As you know, I am an Adult Baby, so I’m talking from experience when writing this.
Let us start this ride.
So, you like to wear diapers?
So, you like to wear diapers? Maybe you like the way they look on you, or the way they are puffy, or the crinkling sound and the feeling of protection they give. Maybe you like how practical they are when you don’t have a bathroom nearby. Either way, you like to wear diapers. So… big deal? Part of it is a big deal, part of it shouldn’t be.
I mean, you’re still you.
You’re still an individual, a world all on its own. Maybe you like rock and metal or maybe you like classical music or jazz. Maybe you’re a bookworm or an athlete or both. Maybe you love comic books and action movies or you’re a hopeless romantic. The fact that you like to wear diapers doesn’t have to take away your individualism. You’re still a chest of wonders, full of surprises and of attributes that make you a unique person. Remember, you are unique. Just because you like to wear diapers doesn’t take away all the wonderful thing that makes you, well, you.
It takes a lot of effort to love yourself when you know you’re so different, when you think you can’t fit into “normal”. Well, let me tell you something: It is possible.
It is possible to love yourself even if you like to wear diapers, suck your thumb or pacifiers, and drink from bottles. It is possible to love yourself, period.
However, it takes time an effort, but don’t worry, I’ll tell you my story and maybe you can relate to it in some level. Once you relate to it, you’ll know you’re not alone.