rachbear8
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It probably has been asked before but what I've been wondering lately is if I was able to express my girly side when I was child, how would I've turn out?
A small bit of background... I was teased/verbally abused by my stepdad who would constantly call me a sissy growing up & always saying I was a girl. I cross-dressed from about the age of 8 or 9 secretly as when I did it in front of my parents at about 6 years old, they told me off quite harshly I believe. And of course there was the teasing at school. Then Mum caught me quite a few times wearing my sisters clothes in my early teens & again, it was dealt with harshly. I was made to feel ashamed of doing it.
I know that I wasn't quite the normal boy growing up, I definitely had a feminine side but after seeing how some parents have allowed their children to have the freedom to express themselves so openly, I just wonder how different I would be now. Does anyone who had a similar upbringing who are trans now, feel like they've missed out on so much not being girly when they were younger? Do you wish you could go back & relive it? Do you feel like it's part of why you are a little?
Sorry for all the questions but I thought I'd see what others may think. Thanks for reading & if you comment.
A small bit of background... I was teased/verbally abused by my stepdad who would constantly call me a sissy growing up & always saying I was a girl. I cross-dressed from about the age of 8 or 9 secretly as when I did it in front of my parents at about 6 years old, they told me off quite harshly I believe. And of course there was the teasing at school. Then Mum caught me quite a few times wearing my sisters clothes in my early teens & again, it was dealt with harshly. I was made to feel ashamed of doing it.
I know that I wasn't quite the normal boy growing up, I definitely had a feminine side but after seeing how some parents have allowed their children to have the freedom to express themselves so openly, I just wonder how different I would be now. Does anyone who had a similar upbringing who are trans now, feel like they've missed out on so much not being girly when they were younger? Do you wish you could go back & relive it? Do you feel like it's part of why you are a little?
Sorry for all the questions but I thought I'd see what others may think. Thanks for reading & if you comment.