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Since coming clean to my mother in May about wearing diapers, thus making it a million times easier to get them, I've been on a three-month binge that shows no signs of stopping. I'm almost 24/7 wearing (but not 24/7 using). The idea of wearing normal underwear is pretty bleh to me now so for the most part, I don't.
I'm spending around $20-$25 a month on baby diapers, Pull-Ups, and wipes. I know for most people that doesn't sound like a whole lot, but usually I only get $58.25 a month from my dad. So correspondingly there's not much left over for anything else. I can't really afford to go on bus trips to the casino anymore. I know it's more economical to buy bigger packs of diapers, but I seldom have enough cash on hand at one time to do so.
The start-up cost of cloth is too high for me, and I'm not as interested in them as I am disposables.
In short: I'm addicted to diapers now. I've latched onto them like a security blanket and just won't let go. They're my fluffy anti-anxiety medication. When my therapist asked that if there was something that controlled my anxiety as well as diapers if I would try it, not to give diapers up completely, but more as a way to save money, I couldn't say yes.
I can't figure out if this is a problem or not. I love my diapers. They let me live out my deeply-rooted fantasies. I really resist the idea of having them ''taken away''. I guess you could say having the training pants, whose commercials used to drive me wild, completes me. On the inside I'm an unpotty-trained/partially potty-trained toddler, and thus need my padding. Going without isn't normal or right.
I'm spending around $20-$25 a month on baby diapers, Pull-Ups, and wipes. I know for most people that doesn't sound like a whole lot, but usually I only get $58.25 a month from my dad. So correspondingly there's not much left over for anything else. I can't really afford to go on bus trips to the casino anymore. I know it's more economical to buy bigger packs of diapers, but I seldom have enough cash on hand at one time to do so.
The start-up cost of cloth is too high for me, and I'm not as interested in them as I am disposables.
In short: I'm addicted to diapers now. I've latched onto them like a security blanket and just won't let go. They're my fluffy anti-anxiety medication. When my therapist asked that if there was something that controlled my anxiety as well as diapers if I would try it, not to give diapers up completely, but more as a way to save money, I couldn't say yes.
I can't figure out if this is a problem or not. I love my diapers. They let me live out my deeply-rooted fantasies. I really resist the idea of having them ''taken away''. I guess you could say having the training pants, whose commercials used to drive me wild, completes me. On the inside I'm an unpotty-trained/partially potty-trained toddler, and thus need my padding. Going without isn't normal or right.