I want to be controlled too, but I am only beginning to show my babyish acting side as well. Contrary to your beliefs, I never really had a childhood. I was forced to adapt to a very hostile environment at school and thus I had to grow up to the point of an adult before anyone else. So, I would like more than anything else, to have play dates and other things with other littles or even play with a wife (once I have one that is) while we are both babies. I know that doing so presents some challenges, but I prefer interacting with other baby roles than having a parental role, while at the same time exchanging care with one another in a kind of symbiosis. This is where I coined the term Symbiotic age play. A type of non-erotic age play designed for littles where both people are not only the baby, but also the caregiver.