HotTatorTot
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The title of this thread reads like the promo to a new film, wherein Westley becomes a Jedi.
Were you to meet me.... it may play out like this:
"Upon entering the cavernous hall, you are aware of approaching footsteps. A large human male enters from the opposite side of the room. His countenance challenges your resolve as he turns his shoulders to fit through the doorway. His steps are sure and swift. Tattoos adorn his inner and outer forearms. Intelligent grey green eyes search your face and seem to record every inch of your personage. His face, quite comely, shows but few scars and a flash of straight white teeth.
Then, a smile spreads across his face and you are enveloped in the warmth and kindness of his greeting. Arms, heavily muscled, pull you into a deep embrace and you feel a thunderous heart beating inside a chest who's soft surface gives little damping to the hard muscle beneath. As he moves off to the next of your party, you turn and notice an edge of white plastic sneaking out of the top of his trousers. The soft crinkling sounds you heard upon his approach make sense now and yet...."
(( I would love to be a writer someday. Just too busy at the moment ))
My Dr and I have worked out why I have to wear diapers.
My therapist and I have worked out why I enjoy wearing diapers.
Yet, I cannot seem to reconcile how either of these factor into an acceptable life. Diapers comfort me, excite me and frankly... torture me.
My ex-wife didn't want anything to do with "my situation". I'm constantly worried/excited that someone will notice I'm wearing diapers. Yet, I'm always grateful, when I can feel the wetness and know that my diaper may have just saved me from professional suicide once more.
Hi everyone, I'm grateful to have found this forum. I hope to find some community herein and seek to share wisdom, hope, love and kindness with all.
So, allow me to break it down. I am cis-male and hetero-flexible. For those not familiar with those terms: I was born male and identify as male. My sexual orientation is heterosexual, though I am flexible with that definition. IE: I read/present as straight and mainly enjoy sex with cis-women / trans-women (especially ABDL/Mommy/Caregiver). However, under the right circumstances, I have enjoyed playing with trans-men, crossdressers/sissies and recently found that I enjoy playing with ABDL boys. I'm a performer, an artist, a technician, poet and parent. I can compose verse or repair a broken washing machine. A lover of music (Celtic Punk, Blues, Big Band are some of my current favorite playlists) I try to see a couple live shows a year. Huge fan of live performances and motion picture. An actor myself, I often use various accents (with proficiency I might add) to just be someone else, from another place when I'm on vacation/location.
I'm a big bad tatooed, motorcycle riding social justice advocate. Many of my friends are leaders in LGBT communities and organizations and I'm always happy to debate issues or help shed light on topics many straight folks just can't seem to get a grip on.
So, if you want someone to philosophize with or help you sort out an engine noise in your SUV.... let me know. I'll be looking for support navigating the nuances dating, work life, why I miss mmporg's, hiding my diapers and not hiding them and most importantly... how to live without shame.
Lastly, we are sexual beings... at least I know I am. Feel free to share, ask, poll me. Nothing is taboo. I'm tired of hiding and hope that through this forum, I can learn the necessary skills and gain the courage needed to be 100% me in my personal life.
Thank you for taking the time to read my introduction. I look forward to sharing and reading your posts.
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Oh... and I wear a kilt most days.
Were you to meet me.... it may play out like this:
"Upon entering the cavernous hall, you are aware of approaching footsteps. A large human male enters from the opposite side of the room. His countenance challenges your resolve as he turns his shoulders to fit through the doorway. His steps are sure and swift. Tattoos adorn his inner and outer forearms. Intelligent grey green eyes search your face and seem to record every inch of your personage. His face, quite comely, shows but few scars and a flash of straight white teeth.
Then, a smile spreads across his face and you are enveloped in the warmth and kindness of his greeting. Arms, heavily muscled, pull you into a deep embrace and you feel a thunderous heart beating inside a chest who's soft surface gives little damping to the hard muscle beneath. As he moves off to the next of your party, you turn and notice an edge of white plastic sneaking out of the top of his trousers. The soft crinkling sounds you heard upon his approach make sense now and yet...."
(( I would love to be a writer someday. Just too busy at the moment ))
My Dr and I have worked out why I have to wear diapers.
My therapist and I have worked out why I enjoy wearing diapers.
Yet, I cannot seem to reconcile how either of these factor into an acceptable life. Diapers comfort me, excite me and frankly... torture me.
My ex-wife didn't want anything to do with "my situation". I'm constantly worried/excited that someone will notice I'm wearing diapers. Yet, I'm always grateful, when I can feel the wetness and know that my diaper may have just saved me from professional suicide once more.
Hi everyone, I'm grateful to have found this forum. I hope to find some community herein and seek to share wisdom, hope, love and kindness with all.
So, allow me to break it down. I am cis-male and hetero-flexible. For those not familiar with those terms: I was born male and identify as male. My sexual orientation is heterosexual, though I am flexible with that definition. IE: I read/present as straight and mainly enjoy sex with cis-women / trans-women (especially ABDL/Mommy/Caregiver). However, under the right circumstances, I have enjoyed playing with trans-men, crossdressers/sissies and recently found that I enjoy playing with ABDL boys. I'm a performer, an artist, a technician, poet and parent. I can compose verse or repair a broken washing machine. A lover of music (Celtic Punk, Blues, Big Band are some of my current favorite playlists) I try to see a couple live shows a year. Huge fan of live performances and motion picture. An actor myself, I often use various accents (with proficiency I might add) to just be someone else, from another place when I'm on vacation/location.
I'm a big bad tatooed, motorcycle riding social justice advocate. Many of my friends are leaders in LGBT communities and organizations and I'm always happy to debate issues or help shed light on topics many straight folks just can't seem to get a grip on.
So, if you want someone to philosophize with or help you sort out an engine noise in your SUV.... let me know. I'll be looking for support navigating the nuances dating, work life, why I miss mmporg's, hiding my diapers and not hiding them and most importantly... how to live without shame.
Lastly, we are sexual beings... at least I know I am. Feel free to share, ask, poll me. Nothing is taboo. I'm tired of hiding and hope that through this forum, I can learn the necessary skills and gain the courage needed to be 100% me in my personal life.
Thank you for taking the time to read my introduction. I look forward to sharing and reading your posts.
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Oh... and I wear a kilt most days.