I use to steal toilet paper from our bathroom and unroll it into my underwear, it would come out looking like a huge pad, then I'd pull my underwear up and wear it like a diaper. It was great until I got caught. The first time I got diapers though was when my great grandmother passed away, and she was incontinent, so while cleaning her house for an estate sale, I grabbed all of her Attends pull-ups and tape style diapers. It was like I struck gold. I had to be sneaky though on a couple of occasions so as not to get caught. Then I when I became able to drive, I bought some Certainty brand diapers at the local Walgreens. Now that I've moved out of my parents house, I just buy from Magic Medical's McKesson diapers online.