MartinPeters
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Hi all, does anyone else get extremely nervous when waiting for deliveries? People I live with do not know I wear Nappies so I have to be extremely sneaky all of the time, I really do not know how I have got away without being caught for like 2 years now, I just grab my delivery and bolt upstairs.
During the time I am waiting for my nappies I have severe anxiety, I start to not be able to breathe, thoughts race through my mind "I'm going to get caught" I go bright red, feel like I am going to be sick and my whole body shakes.
I guess if caught I will say I have been having problems with bedwetting, I wear just 1 nappy per day and that is to bed, I am just petrified of being caught but honestly after all the severe panic I tell myself it is worth it once I have a nappy on, snuggle up in bed cuddling my pillow and I am in heaven, I spend the whole days just waiting and waiting for bedtime to put my nappy on.
I order through "Nappies r us" because they are the only company who provide 100% correct tracking, the tracking really is great, I am awaiting for them to get the Bambino Magnificos as I have seen that those nappies are even thicker than ABU?!
To all who suffer anxiety, my heart goes out to you, I promise
During the time I am waiting for my nappies I have severe anxiety, I start to not be able to breathe, thoughts race through my mind "I'm going to get caught" I go bright red, feel like I am going to be sick and my whole body shakes.
I guess if caught I will say I have been having problems with bedwetting, I wear just 1 nappy per day and that is to bed, I am just petrified of being caught but honestly after all the severe panic I tell myself it is worth it once I have a nappy on, snuggle up in bed cuddling my pillow and I am in heaven, I spend the whole days just waiting and waiting for bedtime to put my nappy on.
I order through "Nappies r us" because they are the only company who provide 100% correct tracking, the tracking really is great, I am awaiting for them to get the Bambino Magnificos as I have seen that those nappies are even thicker than ABU?!
To all who suffer anxiety, my heart goes out to you, I promise