CalicoSky said:
I want to buy premium diapers online but I'm worried about doing so. I have a live in boyfriend and he doesn't know this side of me. And I'd like to keep it that way as it's not something I really want to share. Is there any way I can order them in secret? We share a bank account so I worry that he will notice what I'm buying on the bank statement. Can anyone relate? I'm over the cheap store brand "diapers". Thanks.
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Might I suggest a bank money order which you can buy for cash at most banks. You'll just have to devise a way to take cash in smaller amounts until you 'save' to purchase the money order. At least that way, there will be no billing record (from a mail order diaper company) on your joint account; it will only show the money withdrawn as cash.
You'll still have to find a delivery method that will not be noticed. Some shipping agencies will allow you to pick up packages at their facility, avoiding home delivery. You'll have to pre-arrange this, if available.
People do use this option to prevent theft when there is reason to believe some newly delivered packages may be stolen from your front doorstep. Check it out.
I do want to echo what others have said in their messages. Do 'come clean' about this to your partner -- sooner the better. It's only a matter of time before they
find out, after which your odds of regaining trust or even a recovery in the relationship would be slim. Acceptance is the goal -- indulgence would the ideal !
Your 'fetish' will not evaporate over time. Quite often it just becomes more intense and it will nag you for years, even on the very thin chance he does not discover
what you are into or any of your 'stash'. You'll always be seeking that alone time to 'wear & wet'. Not the way to go.
I know what this is like, having been on the receiving end of this information when my college girlfriend outed it to me. She came clean after a time, but rather suddenly
during a unique and rather memorable enounter. It worked -- for both of us ! I must warn that sometimes it does not work well, even when you present the situation
up front. Risks, yes. I just gotta be honest with you. On the other hand, if you do gain acceptance or even indulgence from a partner, it will be all that much more fun
incorporating your diaper desires with a partner present. Once he sees the turn on value of this and how it can enhance your erotic expressions, how can he resist a little diaper foreplay with you ??? It can be very tempting and intoxicating all the way around. It's your most intimate secret and the one closest to you romantically really deserves to be in on it.
I wish you well. Don't hesitate to draw on your friends here for support and advice.