Xzanza
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- Diaper Lover
Greetings, everyone; my name is Emily.
I am new here and I was informed that I would probably have to post an introduction so, I decided to be proactive and post one now. I'm twenty-six years old and I'm from Holland, Michigan. I'm also proud to say that I am a transgender woman; I've been openly trans for just over a year now.
I am just now coming to terms with the fact that I am a diaper lover; I have been since my early adolescent years (ages 10-12). Thinking back, I specifically remember my grandmother (I was raised by my grandparents) forcing me to wear diapers whenever I wet my pants or the bed. At first, I thought it was cruel and unusual punishment because I was absolutely embarrassed due to being ridiculed by my brother and any other kids who witnessed the punishment. However, after a while, I began to love it and sometimes, I would wet on purpose just so that grandma would diaper me; other times, I'd raid the diaper pack in grandma's bathroom cupboard and don the plastic goodness late at night or even wear them to school.
As I got older, the desires did not go away; they only became stronger because I stopped wearing at about 13 years of age. However, time and time again; rare, but occasionally, I would get my hands on medical adult diapers and would secretly steal them and wear them.
Now, I am trying to overcome my self-criticism and accept the fact that I love wearing diapers. I love the way they look on me, the way they sound when I move in them, the little baby print on the front and the smell of them. I love the way they feel and, occasionally, I like to wet in them. I've never actually worn an AB diaper, but I have been doing some window shopping and have found a brand and type that looks appealing so, as soon as my next paycheck rolls in, I'll be buying some; I'm all giddy just thinking about it.
I'm glad to be here, and I've already received extensive support from some of the members here; I'm excited to get to know you all and hope that, maybe, I'll be able to meet some of you, in person; it would be nice to meet another diaper lover/adult baby in person.
I am new here and I was informed that I would probably have to post an introduction so, I decided to be proactive and post one now. I'm twenty-six years old and I'm from Holland, Michigan. I'm also proud to say that I am a transgender woman; I've been openly trans for just over a year now.
I am just now coming to terms with the fact that I am a diaper lover; I have been since my early adolescent years (ages 10-12). Thinking back, I specifically remember my grandmother (I was raised by my grandparents) forcing me to wear diapers whenever I wet my pants or the bed. At first, I thought it was cruel and unusual punishment because I was absolutely embarrassed due to being ridiculed by my brother and any other kids who witnessed the punishment. However, after a while, I began to love it and sometimes, I would wet on purpose just so that grandma would diaper me; other times, I'd raid the diaper pack in grandma's bathroom cupboard and don the plastic goodness late at night or even wear them to school.
As I got older, the desires did not go away; they only became stronger because I stopped wearing at about 13 years of age. However, time and time again; rare, but occasionally, I would get my hands on medical adult diapers and would secretly steal them and wear them.
Now, I am trying to overcome my self-criticism and accept the fact that I love wearing diapers. I love the way they look on me, the way they sound when I move in them, the little baby print on the front and the smell of them. I love the way they feel and, occasionally, I like to wet in them. I've never actually worn an AB diaper, but I have been doing some window shopping and have found a brand and type that looks appealing so, as soon as my next paycheck rolls in, I'll be buying some; I'm all giddy just thinking about it.
I'm glad to be here, and I've already received extensive support from some of the members here; I'm excited to get to know you all and hope that, maybe, I'll be able to meet some of you, in person; it would be nice to meet another diaper lover/adult baby in person.