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if you could Walk Away
OK, this is a question I have asked on MANY forums, but it's always a interesting one to ask. For many of us, including myself, being tied to infantilism doesn't always feel like a choice, but more like something we are involuntarily intertwined to. Almost like being hard wired into our brain. The question I want to ask is, if tomorrow you could let go of all your infantile wants and desires, weather this is for comfort or sexual gratifications, or both, would you?
This question has been in the back of my mind for years. ever since age 7, i have pondered why I wanted diapers so bad. What was worse is I couldn't tell a soul about it, so that made it even worse. Wondering if I was some how broken or mentally unhinged for my baby/diaper wants and desires. As I got older it didn't get better, the desires became stronger, some nights I couldn't sleep I wanted diapers so bad. As with many people, when I finally got diapers, I went through the binge and purge cycles. also with love and guilty relationship for years until I found out about infantilism. I can honestly say this was my final piece of the puzzle I had been longing to find. I wasn't the only one. from the time of age 7 to now i have been having my connection to diapers and my baby wants.
So the question remains. would I change if I could? The answer I can say honestly now. No. from what I saw as a hindrance to me has now become a major part of me. I have forged some good relationships with people I would have never met otherwise. I have rambled on long enough so I want to ask anyone here, would you walk away if you can?
OK, this is a question I have asked on MANY forums, but it's always a interesting one to ask. For many of us, including myself, being tied to infantilism doesn't always feel like a choice, but more like something we are involuntarily intertwined to. Almost like being hard wired into our brain. The question I want to ask is, if tomorrow you could let go of all your infantile wants and desires, weather this is for comfort or sexual gratifications, or both, would you?
This question has been in the back of my mind for years. ever since age 7, i have pondered why I wanted diapers so bad. What was worse is I couldn't tell a soul about it, so that made it even worse. Wondering if I was some how broken or mentally unhinged for my baby/diaper wants and desires. As I got older it didn't get better, the desires became stronger, some nights I couldn't sleep I wanted diapers so bad. As with many people, when I finally got diapers, I went through the binge and purge cycles. also with love and guilty relationship for years until I found out about infantilism. I can honestly say this was my final piece of the puzzle I had been longing to find. I wasn't the only one. from the time of age 7 to now i have been having my connection to diapers and my baby wants.
So the question remains. would I change if I could? The answer I can say honestly now. No. from what I saw as a hindrance to me has now become a major part of me. I have forged some good relationships with people I would have never met otherwise. I have rambled on long enough so I want to ask anyone here, would you walk away if you can?