Needed to comfort myself this afternoon.

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From 3:30 PM to 5:30 PM here at home I needed to be alone.
I mutely sat for 2 hours physically restrained on my adult potty chair.
I mutely sat there, just hugging my special bear, "Howard Hug".
I felt anxiety about bad people claiming to be good coming after me because I am Gay.
I needed to hide.
I needed to be safe, confined, and restrained on my adult potty chair.
I apologize for feeling scared this afternoon.
 
caitianx said:
From 3:30 PM to 5:30 PM here at home I needed to be alone.
I mutely sat for 2 hours physically restrained on my adult potty chair.
I mutely sat there, just hugging my special bear, "Howard Hug".
I felt anxiety about bad people claiming to be good coming after me because I am Gay.
I needed to hide.
I needed to be safe, confined, and restrained on my adult potty chair.
I apologize for feeling scared this afternoon.
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Hi Caitianx.

You don't need to apologizi.

There are bad people out there, and we all need to keep ourself safe.

I struggling with anxiety as well. Feeling really frightened, feel frightened of the world which we live in as adults can be so mean.

I wish I understood it all but i dont, I wish people could accept me the way I am, but they dont, they don't accept, anything that is different.

That why we need each other and Bigs that can accept us for who we are and can help us stay safe form the meanies.

Siysiy



 
I know it's tough for you because you can't blend into the crowd. Wherever you are you will be noticed. But that does not cause people to want to attack you. In today's climate, you are quite protected.
 
:hug::hug::hug:!!!!!
 
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