I've been mostly just lurking, but I need to ask a question.
I currently identify as asexual. I'm also high functioning autistic. And I'm cis female.
To my knowledge, I've never felt sexually attracted to anyone or anything. I accidentally masturbated once and my pelvic area started twitching, but it didn't feel pleasurable (just 'huh. Why is my body doing that?'). It was after discussing that reaction with my Mom (who figured it was an orgasm that my brain didn't react normally to) that I decided to identify as asexual.
I have no interest in actually wearing diapers, having incontinence or anything like that. (I used to have bedwetting and rare daytime accidents until I was 15, and it wasn't pleasurable at all. My Mom wanted me to wear Goodnights but they were so uncomfortable I couldn't sleep in them.) So I know I'm not ABDL. I'm also not at all interested in changing someone else's diaper or seeing someone have a wetting accident, and if someone I knew irl told me they used diapers I'd be grossed out. (No offense!)
But I really like lurking here. I like reading about people who are incontinent or trying to be incontinent, and I like ABDL fiction. I'm also an aspiring author and although most of my stories have no mention of incontinence, so far three different stories have involved magically induced disabilities including incontinence, mental impairment, aphasia and difficulty dressing/undressing. I first found the ABDL community while researching for one of my stories.
I also get a strange feeling in my genital area sometimes while researching incontinence or ABDL. I figured I just needed to pee (just like some people need to pee when they hear running water or someone talking about peeing). And if I go to the bathroom like that, I usually pee at least a bit, and the feeling goes away.
Yesterday, I spent several hours reading ABDL fiction and threads while on a road trip. By the time we stopped at the bathroom, I had a wet spot from vaginal mucous on my pants. Now, it's the right time of month for me to be ovulating, and it's normal for me to produce more mucous around this time, but the timing is suspicious. This morning I also read that some women feel like they need to pee when sexually aroused, because the clitoral tissue is very close to the urethra. So it's made me wonder.
What do you guys think? Is this a sexual thing? Is there a name for this sort of thing?
I currently identify as asexual. I'm also high functioning autistic. And I'm cis female.
To my knowledge, I've never felt sexually attracted to anyone or anything. I accidentally masturbated once and my pelvic area started twitching, but it didn't feel pleasurable (just 'huh. Why is my body doing that?'). It was after discussing that reaction with my Mom (who figured it was an orgasm that my brain didn't react normally to) that I decided to identify as asexual.
I have no interest in actually wearing diapers, having incontinence or anything like that. (I used to have bedwetting and rare daytime accidents until I was 15, and it wasn't pleasurable at all. My Mom wanted me to wear Goodnights but they were so uncomfortable I couldn't sleep in them.) So I know I'm not ABDL. I'm also not at all interested in changing someone else's diaper or seeing someone have a wetting accident, and if someone I knew irl told me they used diapers I'd be grossed out. (No offense!)
But I really like lurking here. I like reading about people who are incontinent or trying to be incontinent, and I like ABDL fiction. I'm also an aspiring author and although most of my stories have no mention of incontinence, so far three different stories have involved magically induced disabilities including incontinence, mental impairment, aphasia and difficulty dressing/undressing. I first found the ABDL community while researching for one of my stories.
I also get a strange feeling in my genital area sometimes while researching incontinence or ABDL. I figured I just needed to pee (just like some people need to pee when they hear running water or someone talking about peeing). And if I go to the bathroom like that, I usually pee at least a bit, and the feeling goes away.
Yesterday, I spent several hours reading ABDL fiction and threads while on a road trip. By the time we stopped at the bathroom, I had a wet spot from vaginal mucous on my pants. Now, it's the right time of month for me to be ovulating, and it's normal for me to produce more mucous around this time, but the timing is suspicious. This morning I also read that some women feel like they need to pee when sexually aroused, because the clitoral tissue is very close to the urethra. So it's made me wonder.
What do you guys think? Is this a sexual thing? Is there a name for this sort of thing?