Angelic
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I am bricking this, I have not told him yet but yesterday he said I needed more help and suggested I see a professional mental health person, he said my problems are caused deep down but sooner or later they are going to have to find out about my 2year old perssona.
This could either go 2 ways, it could go terrible but he said him and his grilfriend is behind me all the way. I have mentioned ABDL before but I referred to a program we watched. He said that they are not right in the head or something is seriously wrong with them. But if I could explain how I am really feeling and learn to be a adult sometimes an make vanilla friends who I hang with, I suppose it would make everything a lot better. Because it has come to my mind finally that I want to be adult sometimes and I need to find my adult hobbies and then I can be independent and little when I get back home.
But I also need to be an adult without burning out, my theory though it may be wrong, is that i need to express myself properly in front of my dad, i don't expect him to change my diapers or anything, but as long as he lets me suck a pacifier or drink form a sippy cup and that he knows I wear diapers and accepts me for who I am, but also his behaviour would have to change, not only would he have to accept me and not give me any funny looks, he would have to cut out on his rude wording, like, he calls a diaper bag, a shit shell, he says piss and shit a lot. He would call me dirty but if I emphases how I clean up after myself straight away and don't leave the diapers hanging around, I ma still not sure how to tell him.
Emotionally what I need from dad sometimes is a cuddle and him letting me suck my paci and wtach young children's programs and comfort me when upset and play with me. He often doesn't actually want to play with me but just playing in the same room as him is often not enough. I don't want to freak my dad out with this but if I carry on as I am, I am certainly going to end up in a hospital. I want him to play toddler games and sing nursery rhymes like he did when I was a toddler. He is defiantly not going to like this at all. But I feel like he allows this then I can be more able to act adult like outside of home and more likely to feel confident and able to find my adult interests and find myself some friends.
I want him to relise whilst my desire to be babied or rather the emotional need will still be there, but if he does that, i would be more likely to cope with him not being there for longer and I would be able to cope when I move out and find somebody else to do it for him. I repeat, I do not expect or want him to change my diapers or feed me, but if he treats me like a child and accepts the diapers and pacifier, and sippy, then that would be enough and my life will move forward and as will the ability to cope and adult side would be Broader.
Also he is taking me to see a phychiartrist about my mental health problems so I suppose the phychiartrist will have something to say about this.
Should I tell him? What do you think could come out of this? What would the phychiartrist say?
This could either go 2 ways, it could go terrible but he said him and his grilfriend is behind me all the way. I have mentioned ABDL before but I referred to a program we watched. He said that they are not right in the head or something is seriously wrong with them. But if I could explain how I am really feeling and learn to be a adult sometimes an make vanilla friends who I hang with, I suppose it would make everything a lot better. Because it has come to my mind finally that I want to be adult sometimes and I need to find my adult hobbies and then I can be independent and little when I get back home.
But I also need to be an adult without burning out, my theory though it may be wrong, is that i need to express myself properly in front of my dad, i don't expect him to change my diapers or anything, but as long as he lets me suck a pacifier or drink form a sippy cup and that he knows I wear diapers and accepts me for who I am, but also his behaviour would have to change, not only would he have to accept me and not give me any funny looks, he would have to cut out on his rude wording, like, he calls a diaper bag, a shit shell, he says piss and shit a lot. He would call me dirty but if I emphases how I clean up after myself straight away and don't leave the diapers hanging around, I ma still not sure how to tell him.
Emotionally what I need from dad sometimes is a cuddle and him letting me suck my paci and wtach young children's programs and comfort me when upset and play with me. He often doesn't actually want to play with me but just playing in the same room as him is often not enough. I don't want to freak my dad out with this but if I carry on as I am, I am certainly going to end up in a hospital. I want him to play toddler games and sing nursery rhymes like he did when I was a toddler. He is defiantly not going to like this at all. But I feel like he allows this then I can be more able to act adult like outside of home and more likely to feel confident and able to find my adult interests and find myself some friends.
I want him to relise whilst my desire to be babied or rather the emotional need will still be there, but if he does that, i would be more likely to cope with him not being there for longer and I would be able to cope when I move out and find somebody else to do it for him. I repeat, I do not expect or want him to change my diapers or feed me, but if he treats me like a child and accepts the diapers and pacifier, and sippy, then that would be enough and my life will move forward and as will the ability to cope and adult side would be Broader.
Also he is taking me to see a phychiartrist about my mental health problems so I suppose the phychiartrist will have something to say about this.
Should I tell him? What do you think could come out of this? What would the phychiartrist say?