Angelic
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In college, I am surrounded by tons of teenagers and I feel like the only child there. I am not physically a child but 18 years old. I feel like I am 2-3 years old though. I am physically the average height and my body has changed but my mind hasn't .
I feel like I am with the wrong age group and when my dad drove past the nursery, I Felt like he should of dropped me off there. I literally can't communicate with teens as they are boring and don't go on about their favourite toys or anything. I am always bored at college and I don't hang out with anybody as nobody would understand me. They think I am one of them and alternatively a 2-3 year old can't see that I am one of them just my body has gone strange and looks like a grown ups instead what it should be for me.
When I was 13-17, I dressed and acted like a teen just to fit in but along the sidelines I thought about toys and dressing like a child. I could not and can't look at my breasts without feeling it's like a Tumor of something, the hair that has grown on my underarms, legs and diaper area feels wrong and I am tired of having to shave it nearly every day. I recently looked at my picture that was taken when I was 15 and I could NOT recognise myself as the same girl, it was like another girl had taken over my mind with me in the sidelines and then gave back my body and not changed it back.
I miss the days when I could wear a vest and no bra or even no top on at all. My face looks similar to my childhood face but it looks slightly grown up and I can't quite put my finger on it.
How do you guys feel like in your body?
I feel like I am with the wrong age group and when my dad drove past the nursery, I Felt like he should of dropped me off there. I literally can't communicate with teens as they are boring and don't go on about their favourite toys or anything. I am always bored at college and I don't hang out with anybody as nobody would understand me. They think I am one of them and alternatively a 2-3 year old can't see that I am one of them just my body has gone strange and looks like a grown ups instead what it should be for me.
When I was 13-17, I dressed and acted like a teen just to fit in but along the sidelines I thought about toys and dressing like a child. I could not and can't look at my breasts without feeling it's like a Tumor of something, the hair that has grown on my underarms, legs and diaper area feels wrong and I am tired of having to shave it nearly every day. I recently looked at my picture that was taken when I was 15 and I could NOT recognise myself as the same girl, it was like another girl had taken over my mind with me in the sidelines and then gave back my body and not changed it back.
I miss the days when I could wear a vest and no bra or even no top on at all. My face looks similar to my childhood face but it looks slightly grown up and I can't quite put my finger on it.
How do you guys feel like in your body?