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  1. OmiOMy

    Progression Ramble.

    I got like...three hours of sleep. :sleep: One of the kittens ate some chocolate and we had to get to the emergency vet at 1 AM. She's OK. It happened in the middle of a fight with the roommate though and I can't help but feel like she did it on purpose to get us cooperating. It worked. At...
  2. OmiOMy

    OAB struggles

    This morning I had the bathroom dream. I had to wait for the roommate to get out of the bathroom to take care of what was left of the bladder. The last three days have been a nightmare combination of unknown-reason stress and wildly active OAB. I'm trying not to let the OAB win out—it would...
  3. OmiOMy

    Oh crap I think I just half told someone (ramble)

    Ok so like, a friend of mine (a REALLY GOOD FRIEND) and I were talking about annoying fibro crap the other day and fibro bladder came up Today it came up again and they asked if I ever had, like, leakage I said yep, it's super annoying and I don't go anywhere without carrying emergency...
  4. OmiOMy

    House Ramble.

    It's 3 in the morning. I woke up half an hour ago. It's getting hard to live here. My roommate has threatened me with mace and letting the cops shoot me. The house is great. She is not. *_*_* I snuck myself a diaper last night--snapped myself in with a quickness--because on the way...
  5. OmiOMy

    It's hard.

    It's hard. I'm in the house with a roommate. "My" room isn't ready yet, so I'm still sleeping on the couch. There have been three close calls on my stash almost being discovered. I have had… let's see… five unprotected accidents, and four protected ones. There have been three extremely close...
  6. OmiOMy

    The New Life: Ramble

    I'm running dehydrated. So much so I was just in the hospital with critically low blood pressure and LOW BLOOD VOLUME. I did it to stay dry. Because... HUD pulled a BS move. Though I raised the money, they pulled a spurious claim that I had an illegal occupant in the unit and still booted me...
  7. OmiOMy

    Plotting troubles

    The good news is, we seem to have done it: saved the apartment! We raised the money. We're gonna blitz it clean and get rid of the bugs. Until then I do have to camp at a friend's. But. I do have my… um… problem. I am debating grabbing a couple of diapers along with my hair iron. The...
  8. OmiOMy

    A damn technicality: Losing

    They pulled a technicality about rent, and now unless I raise $800 by Monday, I'm out. The alternative is to basically become a live in slave to a woman so fucking lazy she hasn't cleaned a litter box in three weeks: she moves the clumps around and then sprays Febreze, apparently confused as...
  9. OmiOMy

    Frustrated Ramble.

    (Fun Fact, even though I largely stay on a single topic, I always call these "Rambles." It's a shout out to the old blog name. ANYWHO) I'm getting frustrated with my body. I've been awake for 24 hours. (yeah, bad habit.) And I've noticed something. I can actually feel the surge sensation...
  10. OmiOMy

    Taking Chances: A Ramble on Work and Life.

    Img: an aesthetic photo of the logo of one of my favorite Ecoable diapers. There are places where I take my chances. Work is one of them. It's hard physical labor—I'm at a conveyor belt in 90°F+, lifting, shoving, and throwing linen around. It's hot work, meaning that most of my fluid intake...
  11. OmiOMy

    I think I dodged one bullet: I know who NOT to tell.

    I'm currently battling an "is it is or is it ain't" sort of situation with my living situation. I don't know if I'm staying or going. This means I might be in a situation where my problem might be made semi-public—I would be sharing a house with another person, a friend. This is a… decent...
  12. OmiOMy

    Close one!

    So. Since I may be possibly be moving, I'm getting help with the heavier junk in the apartment. There happens to be a cart of laundry in the apartment. No big deal, I think, as a friend casually moves things in its general area— wait that's a diaper insert I somehow keep my poker face but...
  13. OmiOMy

    I may be moving.

    There's been a notice served. It's just as well: there's an omnipresent bug presence here that I have an allergy to, one so bad that my doctor has had to intervene. My friends want to yank me outta here. I'm under a lot of stress. You know what stress leads to? Me having a damn accident...
  14. OmiOMy

    An interesting experience

    So. I'm high off my gourd. I hung out with a friend. She took lewds for her hubby while I watched and offered suggestions, and we smoked/vaped it up. But I'm coming off a tolerance reset so HOO BOY. I'm gonna set the alarm, take a nap, and see where the dream herb takes me.
  15. OmiOMy

    A ramble thanks to being awake 48 hours

    When you're awake for 48+ hours, your body starts doing some messed up things. In my case, it started with an increase of my pain levels. Like, stabbing pains all over. Afted that started I started having annoying urgency — an unexpected side effect. After hour 56, I sort of passed out. I...
  16. OmiOMy

    I wish I could explain it.

    I just saw two people I trust just paint all Littles and caregivers as pedos that haven't acted on their impulses yet. (ripped this straight from the TL, names redacted) Oh, how I wanted to tell them that they're wrong. That they know one of those allegedly vile people, and they even hold that...
  17. OmiOMy

    Wait Weight Don't Tell Me

    Since starting my new job, I've lost fifteen pounds. My dad has noticed and approves. My boss (who is super creepy!) approves. I… am not trying to lose weight. My liver numbers have been weird for months now and we can't find a why. It started around the same time as the weight loss. The...
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    OmiOMy Rambles: Narcolepsy?

    Tomorrow, I get evaluated for narcolepsy. I'm almost positive it'll be a, uh, positive. I've fallen into REM sleep standing up walking around carrying boxes, and woken up having ZERO IDEA how I got where I was. I've had the thing where you get overloaded and your body decides "OK, you drop...
  19. OmiOMy

    Bladder Spasms

    I'm pretty sure I've been having bladder spasms. These things started I think a few months ago if we're going on when they got to be a regular occurrence. (April '16 if we're going by first "incident.") Sometimes they're a fast series of twitches, almost feeling like a vibrating THING is...
  20. OmiOMy

    Training Pants

    I'm looking into getting some training pants to wear during the work day. My job is heavy work in a warehouse, but the thing about it is, my boss is a ball buster and I have a nervous bladder that tries to clear out every time someone gets in my face. I've already tried to see if my diapers will...
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