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  1. KimbaWolfNagihiko

    I Finally Got a Weighted Blanket!

    I saw them advertised in a paper for one of the local close-out stores for $49.99. I told my parents about them yesterday and they gave me one for Valentine's Day today! I'm currently writing this from underneath it in my bed. It's only 15 pounds (the package said for people 100-150 pounds and...
  2. KimbaWolfNagihiko

    Our Resident Artists

    As the group no longer exists... Who here does art? Do you enter any competitions? I like to paint and do photography, and won prizes for the first time for both last year at one of the local fairs.
  3. KimbaWolfNagihiko

    General Life Stuff

    So how is 2019 going for Kimba so far? All in all, things are OK. I've applied for SSI and have started receiving EMDR at my therapist. My anxiety is being managed with medication and stuffed animals. (I have a bit of an addiction to stuffed animals really, and love the high of scoring new ones...
  4. KimbaWolfNagihiko

    Breastfeeding Fantasies

    *Blushes* So um... Where to start? I'm sure a lot of us have these. For me, it's nonsexual. I'm not even sure if I'd like the real thing, but this is what I do. Sometimes when I'm sucking my pacifier, I'll imagine I'm breastfeeding, and I'll almost automatically start this little head bob, like...
  5. KimbaWolfNagihiko

    New Bottle

    Actually, it's a repurposed sippy cup. I had a Nuk learner cup that didn't see much use, so today I got some replacement nipples and switched out the soft spout for one. I know I shouldn't, because I've been too attached to my bottle lately plus it's bad for your teeth, but I have it in bed with...
  6. KimbaWolfNagihiko

    Simpler Times

    There's a picture of me in a photo album around here. About two years old, dressed in a diaper and a t-shirt that appears to have dinosaurs on it. I want to go back to that. I want it to be about 1995 again. I want to be small. I want to wear a cute t-shirt, a diaper of the era (white...
  7. KimbaWolfNagihiko

    Assumptions About Autism Stink

    Tuesday I was at a hearing-aid place getting my hearing checked. I explained my problems (hearing but not understanding speech very well sometimes, especially in noisy situations) to the audiologist, and told her I had autism and wondered if that could be playing a role. She agreed something...
  8. KimbaWolfNagihiko

    Diapers on Vacation

    I'm going to Disney World at the end of the year with my mom. I was planning on wearing adult diapers (and wetting them) while in the parks. My mom knows I'm bringing diapers, but I haven't filled her in on these specifics - that I'm going to need to have a backpack on me with fresh diapers and...
  9. KimbaWolfNagihiko

    Easy Ups

    Yesterday I picked up a pack of Easy Ups for the first time. I got the boy ones with Thomas and Friends. I find them soft and pleasant against the skin. They held up through a decent-sized ''accident'' with no leaks, only a little dampness inside around the legs. The all-around elastic isn't...
  10. KimbaWolfNagihiko

    Guess What I'm Doing Next Week?

    I'm going to wear an adult diaper to my doctor's appointment. It's a six-week follow-up after being put on an antidepressant for my anxiety. You don't have to put on a gown there, but he might catch a glimpse of something when he lifts my shirt to listen to my heart, or feel something if he...
  11. KimbaWolfNagihiko

    Looking into the New Year - and Hoping for Better

    Well, another year has come and almost gone, and for me it's been pretty bad for the most part, like it usually is. I never make New Year's resolutions, but if I did, they would be: 1) apply for (and hopefully receive) SSI (disability benefits); 2) achieve better mental health; and 3) finally...
  12. KimbaWolfNagihiko

    When Everything in Life is Bad

    My life situation has seen no improvement in the last several years. In fact, it has only gotten worse. I'm the type of person who seems to have bad things happen to them simply one after another. The condition of my house is slowing deteriorating. We're waiting on a new roof, but we also have...
  13. KimbaWolfNagihiko

    Found New Luvs Designs!

    Went to pick up a pack of Luvs size 6 at Walmart today and was pleased to see the monkey is gone! Don't know if the other sizes have different designs, but mine have giraffes and pandas. The back has pretty much the same print as the front, just with the addition of the word ''BACK.'' They...
  14. KimbaWolfNagihiko

    When Do You Start Christmas Shopping?

    I decided to get the bulk of mine done early this year, picking up things little by little. I started last month and have two recipients crossed off my mental list so far. How about you?
  15. KimbaWolfNagihiko

    Feeling Kind of Angry with Myself...

    Here it is, Thursday morning, and I'm still in bed. I told myself yesterday that today I would wear underwear. Well today I want nothing to do with underwear. I feel frustrated. I'll be upset if I take off my diaper and put on underwear, but I'm already upset that I can't muster up the courage...
  16. KimbaWolfNagihiko

    Homemade ''Train Set''

    I made this for nothing out of things I had lying around the house. I got the idea online to make the tracks out of an old pair of pants. (The bridge is cardboard.) Two socks under the tracks make a hill.
  17. KimbaWolfNagihiko

    Send Your Stuffed Animal on Vacation

    I recently discovered that there's a travel agency in Japan just for stuffed animals. Ship them your plushie, and they take them on a tour of Tokyo. They post photos of their journey on social media for you to follow along. Costs about $53 (depending on where you're shipping from) plus the...
  18. KimbaWolfNagihiko

    Making My Own Cartoon Briefs

    Last year I made some PAW Patrol panties by sewing on appliques. I didn't wear them very much though and eventually started going 24/7 in diapers. I think part of the reason they didn't go over very well was because they were panties instead of men's briefs. My inner toddler is mostly a boy, and...
  19. KimbaWolfNagihiko

    EMDR Therapy

    After spending nearly two years in therapy, there's a chance I might finally be getting somewhere. My therapist asked me what I needed her help with, and I told her, it's all the pain I feel. The multiple emotional traumas I've suffered that have left me with wounds that never heal, and a need...
  20. KimbaWolfNagihiko

    Switching Back to Underwear: an Identity Crisis?

    I've been 24/7 for a while now; the only times I'm not wearing some kind of padding is in the bathtub (obviously) and the pool. Lately however I've been wanting to start wearing men's underwear some of the time. I think that's part of the reason the PAW Patrol underwear my therapist suggested I...