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  1. MatalicPebble

    Social anxiety and Diaper Training

    Perhaps some Background? . I thought I explained this already, but that may have been my blog on FFIC. Its not an LLC yet, but when the paper work is in order I will remove the links on the forums. I can't keep track of link-rules, so out of respect I will remove it from adisc and the linux and...
  2. MatalicPebble

    In-Public to make my disability visible

    Interesting you mention it. I got angry with my pacifier once because I could not replace it with something for being out in the open. I tried tootsie pops because at least it had the tootsie roll in the middle. It actually made my anxiety worse because of the exess soliva that got every where...
  3. MatalicPebble

    In-Public to make my disability visible

    Yea, I meant this thread to be about coping strategies similar to ABDL, but a more modest public version of it. I was not intending for this to get political.
  4. MatalicPebble

    In-Public to make my disability visible

    Another way to look at it is with my own faith. I believe in speaking boldly and without fear. Yet this is often frowned upon by our current culture. I believe if we go boldly with our coping devices especially in a manner that still maintains modesty it will eventually be accepted. Perhaps even...
  5. MatalicPebble

    Social anxiety and Diaper Training

    So umm... Update . I realize a full month was a bad idea. However, I feel like it got me going into the correct direction. My best success was when I wore and wet diapers when I felt like it. I didn't push myself to wear and even allowed myself to appreciate having control over my urinary...
  6. MatalicPebble

    Were you treated like a baby or toddler as a kid or teen?

    My irl mother sometimes holds me and rocks me while I have my pacifier and plushy. She is not comfortable outside some boundaries which I respect her on. However, in the recent years we have gotten really close even though we still have some disagreements. One of them being my alias "Lily." She...
  7. MatalicPebble

    In-Public to make my disability visible

    Your critique on this concept is very well thought out. I bet youmade A's in writing class. Your thesis is very easy to spot. "Unnecessary exposition almost always sheds a negative light at our community and, in my opinion, it's a form of exhibitionism." Don't feel ashamed of writing everything...
  8. MatalicPebble

    In-Public to make my disability visible

    Slightly Regressing in public "How far would be too far?" Obviously I know some extremes I would never do, but a lot of us differ on this. Back Story Let me start with a story or two just so we are on the same page. I am autistic AS with OCD. I was diagnosed with OCD at a young age because it...
  9. MatalicPebble

    Social anxiety and Diaper Training

    24/7 nonstop for a month . I had trouble making up my mind on this. I think it be better to try and go 24/7 for the next month starting tomorrow. Good news is that I am slowly getting used to wetting laying down. Bad news is that I am wetting heavily. I decided to wear a diaper cover over my...
  10. MatalicPebble

    Pastels out in the open

    Thanks guys for the advice. I plan to wait till its closer to Halloween. I can go grocery shopping in a outfit to try. With the classic, "its walmart," thing and Halloween I might be able to try thigh highs with out any commitment. We shall see.
  11. MatalicPebble

    Pastels out in the open

    Also typo he is supposed to be "the." Sorry I hate my cell phone.
  12. MatalicPebble

    Pastels out in the open

    Yea, another post about an object for daily street wear. I am doing better with things due to distancing myself there for a little while. I was kind of wondering what challenges one would face wearing thigh highs for a pastel street cloths type thing. Its becoming fall time and I want to try and...
  13. MatalicPebble

    Social anxiety and Diaper Training

    Uodate Long time no see . My grandmother moved in and I am not sure I mentioned that. Today I finally decided to delete my FB account. It was causing me stress when ever I was on there too many hours a day. I am still on Fetlife, but I am trying to pull away from some things. I almost deleted it...
  14. MatalicPebble

    Lots of Vaseline or is there too much of a good thing?

    Thanks. I find it incredibly soothing to layer it up a lot and brush it until my anxiety goes away. The smooth touch is pricey, but I bought too much and decided to downright indulge.
  15. MatalicPebble

    Social anxiety and Diaper Training

    I am kind of getting close to my limits of Adisc rules. However, I kept this within PG13. If any of this breaks a rule please feel free to remove this segment. I apologize for any rules I missed. Mods here are the absolute best. I have no desire to start trouble. Thanks for all the kind words...
  16. MatalicPebble

    Lots of Vaseline or is there too much of a good thing?

    I am finding my skin is becoming really soft when using vaseline also known as petroleum jelly. Its rather pleasant too. This migh be because my skin needed it in my diaper area. So, here is the question.... Can you use straight up lotion and jelly for a barrier or is a powder necessary for...
  17. MatalicPebble

    Got a surprise visit while all my baby stuff was out!

    Hippa might be included with his job. I would not worry about it too much. I lived in apartments for years until recently. Its not fun when your not warned. I had this happen to me a few times as well. I dealt with it in the simple, "people will figure it out." Yet, its not something anyone...
  18. MatalicPebble

    Babyfur art/comic "how realistic?"

    I find the responses rather kind even though many here don't agree. Mind you this is very encouraging to me because a lot of artist go way too far with it and its not much more then erotica. I probably should give a better example of what I mean. I am sure many of you seen pony art where there...
  19. MatalicPebble

    Social anxiety and Diaper Training

    Update My brother passed away unexpectantly. With how much needs to get done during this month I am deciding on doing this a bit less. Not to mention the fact I have to deal with my brother not being around anymore. He had turrets syndrom and had a limited life due to his severe behavioral...
  20. MatalicPebble

    Babyfur art/comic "how realistic?"

    I have somewhat recently started writing something on Fet life. Before a family member passed away I was going to post the first edit. I will explain more of that in an update on my "Diaper Training," blog. This is the question. How realistic should art be for things like diaper changes and...
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