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remember depression can be lethal, reach out and talk to someone, you can always call the suicide prevention number and talk to someone 800-273-8255. Always remember you are not alone, no matter how dark it seems, or how alone you feel.
Care to chat ??? We’re both in LV
I kinda want some training pants now, for days when I want to do the adulting but don't want to give up thick underwear.
Just got my first order in from Tykables, I went with the subscription deal, which is a little more than what I was paying for Crinklz. I still feel guilty for spending so much on diapers that I technically don't "need", but a part of me does need them emotionally. Opening a case of new diapers I haven't tried feels like Christmas.
Sometimes I feel like my underpants are part of my super hero costume, because just like Clark Kent I got me a secret identity. I need to come up with a super hero name.
I woke up wet again, still annoyed at the anger and accusations of being fake, its a genuine surprise to me when I wake up wet, I record my sleep and while I talk a lot I don't seem to wake up or anything, but even if I just wake up in my sleep pee my diaper and fall back asleep, and have no memory of it, wouldn't still be the same thing?
Why do I still get people in the forums that will be as crude and mean as possible by saying I am a liar, that my experiences are invalid? Its a minority, but its still really upsets me when someone tries to say stuff like "I'm not a real bedwetter" or that I am so stupid that its impossible to explain to me how wrong I am.
Finally made an appointment to see a urologist, I have been putting off seeing one since I was in college in the 90's and first experienced Prostatitis, I think I now have aged and have an enlarged prostate. I dont want to even cater to the idea that its cancer, so I dont, but I also realize I need to get checked out. I am dealing with minor overflow incontinence now.
I just subscribed to tykables, more money than I want to spend per month, but I should be happy for 3 months, then I can cancel for a while, I dont usually go through 80 diapers per month, but do go over 40 easily. I went with the thicker diapers, I liked the playdayz but I prefer thick diapers, even when they are not convenient or are to noticeable
I nearly commented on a political post and I wrote something, but was able to walk away and not post it. Sometimes I like to argue and it is fun but it doesn't end up making me happy, Ive hurt friends, so I don't so that anymore.
I am 43 year old that wants to be the 11 year old that wants to be the 5 year old that wants to be the 2 year old who wants to be loved. Sometime I can switch too. Sometimes I deny all and its like I am trying to bury my inner child alive. My inner child is annoying and needy and smelly and he won't shut up.
I saw an old Animaniacs opening scene today and they did a version of the rugrats opening but with the Warners, it was pretty cute, hadn't seen it before.
Went to the diaper store today and got some samples of the tykables Puppers the Nappies R us Play Dayz and The Rearz Dinosaur print.
I have to make a trip to the city to see my neurologist today, I also have a UTI or prostatitis. Today is a day I actually need diapers, as I am peeing a lot, the urge hits again me not long after I have voided. Its about an hour and half drive.
watched Wolfwalkers on HBO TV last night, it was a modern hand drawn animation masterpiece. Highly recommend it.
Tiny Toons just had the episode with Baby Plucky getting potty trained on it, I love that episode. Cartoons in diapers are some of the cutest, plus Plucky was still wearing diapers as an older duck as the potty training didn't take.
feeling kinda lonely lately, it seems after age 40 friends stop answering their phones or calling people back. I spend a lot of time here refreshing what's new to keep myself entertained.
Brand new Paci from Little for Big just arrived. I am very happy. I bought the black one, a little more discretions, I have another one and a bottle on the way too, usually I don't go this far but its really helping me get in the space -
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