There doesn't seem to be a pattern as to WHERE panic!bladder sets in. Today it's the bottom of the hill, not where the crash was. I was kind of hoping it wouldn't happen today.
I'm on the bus on the way home and I'm having flashbacks. I'm freaking out and what's worse is I can feel my body doing the thing it does when I'm gonna have an accident. I'm trying to keep my mind busy but my headphones just died and I can hear the bus now and it's Not Helping ᕕ( ᐛ )ᕗ
So I've had enough caffeine to NOT have the nightmare of falling asleep on the bus and wetting myself come true. But I'm gonna have to make two trips because I know damn well I'm not gonna be able to go all the way to CVS AND wait for the next bus and make it. Hell I barely make it home as is!
I dreamt I was in the apartment right before the eviction and was feeling so petty I decided to pee in the vents (what the hell). When I noticed my pants were staying largely dry I woke up--having an accident. And my body is straining so hard to keep holding that if I move to stand it floods... so I'm waiting for enough to happen that I can get up without flooding the floor.