Well, I couldn't finish the Polar Express because I was getting too tired from the stuff I ate. It was like around 15 minutes before the movie ended, not counting the credits.
I made popcorn and got pre-made Christmas cookies with me to get ready to watch the Polar Express on my Xbox One. With a nice drink of water! It's going to be an awesome night!
But it's annoying that right now my Xbox One has to update.
I had really horrible nightmares sometime after 4 am and couldn't sleep anymore, and then worse nightmares happened around half an hour ago. I've been crying and sucking my thumb.
Well, bad luck for me. Used the last of my sample diapers at 3:00 AM and now I'm out for a while. But my persona can actually be flexible. I can always be a big kid.
I do feel bad because I thought I'm not contributing to the environment by using a diaper.
I'll consider returning to school in the Fall. But nearly two months of being unemployed is so frustrating because eventually my bank accounts will run dry. Still hoping to get that job at Walmart.
Well, I'll have to throw my remaining diaper out. It's falling apart and it's becoming too big for my size. I'll have to try 2-tape diapers from ABUniverse next time.
Adult life can be so depressing, especially someone battling depression, anxiety and OCD. Today has been very rough. Hopefully, regressing at bedtime will make things better. It is a very great coping mechanism that is shown to work.