Recent content by siysiy

  1. siysiy

    How did you become ABDL?

    Hi and welcome to the community. sorry to read what happened to you growing up. I had a mental breakdown and needed psychotherapy help. it was through this I found out that I am a Little and spending time with my in child and in little space was important for me. Be ABDL has helped me a...
  2. siysiy

    To Be or Not to Be, that is the Question... --What was the longest time you have gone without wearing diapers???

    I have always been a Little (peter pan syndrome.) for ages I did know what it is. until a psychotherapist explained it to me. spending time in Little space is really important for me and my mental health. as I started to find out about my in child and spending time in Little space, trying...
  3. siysiy

    Caregiver vs self care

    I would say it down to what each person is in to. for me regressing into Little space is easier and nicer with a caregiver also the right caregiver can hold me in little space until it is time to come back up. but I don't need to have a caregiver to have Little space-time, I do have to do...
  4. siysiy

    Do I just going for it?

    thank you for this and yes I do wont to keep the choice and I don't really wont to become incontinent and Yes I really don't want this, old wet man small is something that I am really conscious of IF did start to wear to work I would need to have a changing bag so I could have a change in my...
  5. siysiy

    Do I just going for it?

    Hi everyone. I started to wear diapers a long time ago. first, to see what it felt like. and then when I spent time in little space as when I regressed I would get into the headspace so much that I wouldn't realise I need to the toilet until it was too late. My Flat is an unusual design as...
  6. siysiy

    Advice For Meeting Other ABDLs

    When ever I meet someone for the first time it always in a public place. Some thing like pizza hut. Nothing to much the first time and see how thing go. If that goes OK you could try out see a move or something. Hope that helps.
  7. siysiy

    Reward chart for me and my big.

    Hi all This leads on from And My Big and I are putting to gether a reward chart. I am trying to thing of thing that I van put on it for...
  8. siysiy

    I up set my Big and now I am in trouble

    I think all is forgiven, I made him a nice chicken pasta bake for dinner and we went for a walk. And we have chatted about when I am Little and a brat. (And no I not a brat all the time. But I am Little allot/ it just I can be my self around him so my child like personality is prettymuch...
  9. siysiy

    Chore Charts for Littles

    My Big and I need to do something like this.
  10. siysiy

    I up set my Big and now I am in trouble

    Yea I know. That what I up set about today now I have come off the sugar rush. I am such a brat at time when I go Little. And I just don't think things through. And now I hurt my best friend someone that know about by AB side and except me for being a Little. I just don't know what I can...
  11. siysiy

    Alexander's Summer

    Y Yea the best things are worth waiting for.
  12. siysiy

    I up set my Big and now I am in trouble

    No I didn't get spanked he told me off and I did get night time cuddling and I had to stand in the corner and think about what I did. I said that I was sorry. But then he asked why I was sorry. So I said that I was sorry I got caught. I don't think I should have said that.
  13. siysiy

    I up set my Big and now I am in trouble

    Hi everyone I was a good Little yesterday did my homework and we went in to town. I even had a nap when I was told. My Big gave me ice cream as a treat For be good, ice cream gives me to much sugar and I end up being a drat. I was told that I was not allowed any more chocolate before bed...
  14. siysiy

    Are there any abdls out there that know others?

    yes I have lots of friends that I have meet through this site and through going on meet up (age play events.) If you wont to have play dates or meet with a big/caregiver the best way is to put your self out there and get your self know. as long as you are careful and be clear what you want...
  15. siysiy

    Group Photo

    going Life to right: Toothless the dragon, Peter Rabit: Mary bear, Tomie Baer, Rory the lion, Picard, Tyrone and the Boys Billy and Bonnie.