Seeing my psychologist tomorrow. I'll speak to him about my age regression coping mechanism. I don't think I should be on meds anymore. Mom noted I'm feeling like a zombie or something from yet another new med.
I've reacted badly to previous meds in the long run that were supposed to treat OCD and anxiety and depression and instead became of no effect and may have done the opposite.
Well, got up in the morning early and couldn't sleep anymore. Tried my best to fall back asleep. At least I was a happy baby boy sleeping in a diaper and footed pajamas and with Chip and Dale stuffed animals right next to me. Oh and my heavy blankie and my binky as well.
Currently meditating in a diaper. Seriously diapers are the best and they make me so happy. I am much more relaxed when I'm wearing a diaper. Diapers make me love myself. Can't wait to buy more cloth diapers in the future.
As much as I enjoy wearing my diaper to bed, I might as well go for a cloth diaper from Ebay so that I can adjust its tightness easier and it is not as noisy. And I myself do not mind the crinkly noise from my ABUniverse diaper.