I get horny at the aspect of being able to be a baby again it excites me cos it’s taboo. Once I satisfy that feeling by you know whating..... I feel guilty and the feeling goes away of wanting to regress. Frustrates me immensely.
There’s a whole community here who have been through and are going through the same thing. Myself included. You have friends here who you can talk to about how you feel.
Please don’t hurt yourself. Have you tried speaking with a doctor, getting antidepressants, counselling? Xx hugs xx