I will have to confess to this, the first was pull ups. Then as I got older and more interested in diapers/pull ups I found myself taking goodnights or anything I could fit into. I would take from friends homes and such. This was pre adolescent and before the start puberty.
Yes, its a kink. Before I even hit puberty I would sneak and wear them for comfort and relaxation.
Now as a middle aged adult, they are a fetish for me. However every couple weeks I must wear and be padded.