Recent content by indigodl

I've been married 15+ years, although admittedly it's only in the last year that I just decided to give in and buy real diapers. Now I have a whole box of 70+ different diapers, onesies etc and my wife is none the wiser. I did attempt to tell her a while back but she's more vanilla than you...

Oh, that sucks. What make of diaper? I guess so far I've been lucky not to have that happen to me (maybe that's another super power I have!)

Exactly! I went from feeling like "I must be completely broken and the only person in the world with this" and then opened a door to a whole WORLD of people just like me :-) Growing up without the internet to even research this stuff meant that you just came to the conclusion that you must be...

Welcome! I too was a long time lurker on the wrong side of 40 also trying to understand this side of me, so you're not the only one! Funny, it's a small thing, but just creating an account and making my first post was the first step on my road to acceptance; almost like finally admitting this...

I know EXACTLY what you're talking about, that's kind of how I think about it! The advice around hiding it is spot on, it will eat you up, but I'm just not brave enough to deal with it, so it remains my 'little' secret from everybody, even my wife. I'd repressed this for so long (even through...

Kiddos were my fave (those owls are super cute) but since ABU decided to make it too expensive and annoying to get hold of them in the UK I've since moved to Safari as my fave. I have two Kiddos left in my stash and I don't want to wear them otherwise I'll have no Kiddos :-(

Got to experience this for the FIRST time just recently and it was as good as I expected. Safari diaper, onesie and pacifier, I'd love to say it was the best sleep ever... but I was too damn excited :) I didn't manage to accidentally wet, but of course I did wake up a few times so by the...

I'm back from my trip and it was AMAZING, I got to sleep in a Diaper every night, although I also used plastic pants because I was paranoid about leaking :-) I also took my newly discovered AB side along for the ride so that was more 'equipment' to sneak out of the house, across the world and...

That first time is certainly amazing, that drive to the shop, the adrenaline when ordering and I too remember getting back with the bag of diapers and just staring at them thinking "WOW, after all this time I' actually going to do it!". As others have said... Welcome to the dark side... take a...

Wow, have a great time @pampers4U! Reading these kinds of threads makes me kind of sad in that I'm not sure I will ever reach that kind of life. I think I've spent way to long repressing this and I'm just not brave enough to make the required leaps. BUT it also gives me a warm fuzzy feeling...

GULP... wow, those outfits look amazing! It's not the wearing outside, it's getting up the nerve to even purchase one!

Thanks for your kind words everybody! I'm SO excited that I'm tingling inside :) When your wife doesn't know this side of you it does represent some logistical challenges to getting the diapers and associated equipment packed. In my case I have stuff hidden, ready in my car that will be...

For me I always thought I was 100% DL, I hadn't even thought of the AB side until I discovered the forums. At first I found I preferred the ABDL prints rather than plain white diapers, then I started to wonder about a onesie and pacifier.... and slowly my AB side started to take shape. It's...

If you're in the UK, the NappiesRUs Onesies are actually very nice and not expensive.

I wish mine had gone as well. I think I left it WAY to long (15+ years), but mainly due to the fact I didn't even know myself what was going on. When I did tell her I was SO nervous (having protected this for so long) that I made a complete mess of it and made it out to be something WAY bigger...