Thanks for the friends request and the contact. I graduated from Westminster Choir College, and have been a church organist and choir director most of my life. I started playing organ in church at the age of 12 as a paid position. Like you, it brings me great joy. I never really feel like I'm working. I too had to come to terms with this, and it has taken many years. In fact, ADISC has been a big help in that, and the friends I have made here. It's good to have another believing member. Faith and believe in God is often brought up on this site. You will be amazed!