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    What age do you like to pretend to be when you’re wearing your diaper/pull-ups?

    Between 6 an 9 because that was the age I actually was disciplined with diapers. I still see myself being humiliated and shamed at that age whenever I pin myself in diapers. Though I love the feeling of cloth diapers, it is the rush of Adrenalin and humiliation that drives my fetish. Each time I...
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    Death or accidents

    I too worried about the same thing for many years. Even though my wife knew, I didn’t want her to face the embarrassment. We often talked about it and she told me she would simple explain I had a medical condition. Though that eased me a little, I still worried because I sometimes wore ruffled...
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    Is Diaper Punishment a thing?

    IT IS REAL! I don't think it is as prevalent as it use to be. Back in the early 1900's up to around 1960- it was somewhat common to discipline children by humiliating them rather than using physical punishment. It indeed was successful as the child was so embarrassed he/she tried hard not to...
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    Do you Wear Your Diapers in Public?

    I am both a LG and a DL. I have been all my life (over 60+ years) and have more dresses than most women. I don't care for disposable diapers though, as I was often disciplined with cloth diapers as a child between 6 and 9 years old despite never wetting the bed or having accidents. Cloth diapers...
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    Do your kids know you wear diapers?

    The answer is yes. I told my wife five years into our marriage and explained how I was often diapered as punishment while I was in foster care. Over time, she learned to deal with it and we managed to keep it in the bedroom. Occasionally, I would put on a diaper and Baby dress when everyone was...
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    My introduction

    Hello everyone. DL last a lifetime! I was diapered as punishment from age 6 until 9 years old back in the late 40’s. I just turned 75 and still have an uncontrollable urge to be forced into diapers. Though my sex drive has lessened, I still enjoy the feeling of shame and humiliation from being...
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    Does what type of nappy you wore as a child reflect what you like now?

    I was born in the early 40’s so all they had were cloth diapers. As for my preference today, it came about when I was 6-9 yo and punished in diapers to shame me into behaving. The diapers were Curity 21x40 and I remember being pinned in them while the other children watched as added humiliation...
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    Do you ever remember being changed?

    Yes, I can but with nervous reactions. I was put in foster care up until eleven years old and it started when I was six. I was often punished with diapers though I didn’t have a wetting problem. It was strictly as a way to shame and humiliate me in front of the other boarders for bad behavior...
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    Is it normal for Adult Babies to find it sexual?

    Most do though not all. For me diapers were used on me from age 6 to 10 and it was very traumatic and humiliating. When I turned 12, I became sexually active and my first discovery was when I was walking past some clotheslines full of diapers. I became immediately excited and found myself...
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    So what's up with me

    You're not weird, just a normal sexual being. There are many others just like you and many enjoy the best of both worlds (genders). I felt this way from the early age of six and still do at 70+ years. Just accept yourself as this attraction will be with you your whole life. You can either enjoy...
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    Your partner's reaction that you're a diaper lover

    I've been a ABDL all my life and believe it was from being diaper disciplined as a child. By the time I was ready for marriage, I thought it would go away so I didn't tell her. As soon as our first child was born, there were diapers haunting me daily and I couldn't fight it so I kept it a secret...
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    Just curious how you'd answer

    I am driven by the need to re-experience the adrenalin rush of my childhood diaperings when I was punished in them and stood before the other foster kids while they laughed. Don't understand why I want to feel so humiliated again but I must have enjoyed the attention or something. That took...
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    Are we born with it?

    I was punished with diapers but was attracted to them first. When I was six, I found some cloth diapers that had been wet in and had dried. They had a sweet smell that stirred something inside me and I hid them. Later, I spread them out and wet on them though I never tried them on. I still...
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