Hi, I feel like i need to talk about this and get some feedback and I remember saying that you'd listen. I've still been thinking about the possibility of being gay. If anything I want to call myself bi but it doesn't feel right, calling myself straight feels even less right, and calling myself gay feels best. I think that some girls are cute but I've never truely "liked" any of them and when I think about spending the rest of my life with someone I kinda think male. If it's confusing I understand I can barely understand it myself but I would really like your opinion.
You're great at giving complements, it brings me up a bit. I'm just not sure what to do about my life at the moment, I feel broken. I've been trying to fix myself for a while. I've thought about restarting and even from time to time ending it, eventhough I know I can't bring myself to do it. I have no idea how to restart, but if I keep going the way I am I know that it wont be good.