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  1. I'm hoping that you're finding some relief and help in your life! -Marka
  2. Why might you feel guilty about that? There's things that have to be tended to then, when opportunity and desire collaborate - we will do to please something other, too! I put nothing on your head for it -Marka
  3. You're still in my thoughts! -Marka
  4. Ben - I hope that you are doing okay... I've not been able to be here much, myself... -Marka
  5. Thank you so much, Ben! I am so sorry that I have not been able to reach out to you (and others) more, lately! Please be well and, utilize those resources as much as possible... I hope to be back up to task before too much longer yet, I don't know what kind of time-frame that I might require for that... I am always open to PM's though... -Marka
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About BenTennyson
AB/DL Identity:
Adult Baby, Diaper Lover, Little, Incontinent
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Programming, Music, Computergames, Politics
Bi, Unsure
Favourite diaper:
Comficare M10
patient and quiet
Personal Space:
Edna: “Do you need a helmet, Harvey?”
Harvey: “No thanks. If you have cotton for brains, you lose all your awareness of danger.”
Edna: “Yes! They made me take these pills too."


„You know, in a world where negativity seems to be at the forefront of our culture, there's one thing you need to remember. You're all awesome. Every last one of you. Yes, even you in the hat.{...}“ - Alex Bunting


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New diagnosis

by BenTennyson on 24-Sep-2018 at 19:58
So yeah, I have been to the ward again, but for an outpatient interview. And I have been diagnosed with PTSD.
I don't know what to say. I had a small suspicion for years, but always brushed it off as me exagerrating things. Like just being lazy or too sensitive. In this new light, things start to make more sense, but I still feel like as if I am making a mountain out of a molehill. Is denial part of the symptoms? I don't deserve this diagnosis. I am no soldier. I am not a police officer,

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by BenTennyson on 20-Apr-2018 at 17:09
Feeling better. Things don't go well, but my mood is improving.
I might actually have figured out the cause for my ABDL desires.
It looks pretty simple. Like not seeing the forest for the trees. (I hope I translated that idiom correctly)
I have a deeply rooted need to appear vulnerable, to express myself, show that I'm breakable.
In a social setting, I am unable to do that. Meeting me face to face, I always frantically try to show no emotions at all, because they would

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Bring me back to life

by BenTennyson on 18-Oct-2017 at 17:49

Moving again

by BenTennyson on 27-Jun-2017 at 15:00

I [email protected] hate life

The internet knows more than my closest social contacts

by BenTennyson on 09-Apr-2017 at 00:28
This is kind of frightening.

I am unable to share anything concerning my soul with friends or family. Actually I feel it seems to be easier to share that kinda stuff with persons I do not care about. Sharing this with "the internet" is even easier. Not that there are no persons on this site I care about. Sure there are. You know who you are, shouts out to you, I love you all guys. Its easier to ignore the fact that some people who might care about me might read this when

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