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About BenTennyson
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Male
Location:
Germany
AB/DL Identity:
Adult Baby, Diaper Lover, Little, Incontinent
Non-ABDL Interests:
Programming, Music, Computergames, Politics
Orientation:
Bi, Unsure
Favourite diaper:
Comficare M10
Tagline:
patient and quiet
Personal Space:
Edna: “Do you need a helmet, Harvey?”
Harvey: “No thanks. If you have cotton for brains, you lose all your awareness of danger.”
Edna: “Yes! They made me take these pills too."

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„You know, in a world where negativity seems to be at the forefront of our culture, there's one thing you need to remember. You're all awesome. Every last one of you. Yes, even you in the hat.{...}“ - Alex Bunting

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The internet knows more than my closest social contacts

by BenTennyson on 08-Apr-2017 at 23:28
This is kind of frightening.

I am unable to share anything concerning my soul with friends or family. Actually I feel it seems to be easier to share that kinda stuff with persons I do not care about. Sharing this with "the internet" is even easier. Not that there are no persons on this site I care about. Sure there are. You know who you are, shouts out to you, I love you all guys. Its easier to ignore the fact that some people who might care about me might read this when

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trauma of identity and the unwanted child

by BenTennyson on 16-Mar-2017 at 13:55
This text hit me like a jackhammer right to the face

(genders neutralized by me...)


The child’s identification with his or her mother’s wants as a survival strategy means that it must identify with the mother’s hatred and rejection of the child. This sets up an impossible internal psychological dynamic of self-hatred, self-denial, and self-abuse… the child internalises the perpetrator mother and becomes a perpetrator to himself, ignoring and belittling his own wants and desires,

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ADISC.org misses you, BenTennyson!

by BenTennyson on 08-Nov-2016 at 21:18


Hello, BenTennyson!
We've noticed that you've not been active on ADISC.org (http://www.adisc.org) for quite some time now, and we miss you!

Here's what you're miss(...)
Okay then, here are some recent news about me:


I'm physically Ok and this was NOT intentional.
I will miss you my dear blue friend
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Am I approaching a purge cycle?

by BenTennyson on 13-Dec-2015 at 13:58
I know I couldn't live without nappies for several reasons. First the medical need won't go away just because you are sick of them.
Second: I know deep inside that I also need them for emotional reasons. But I AM currently sick of everything, including this.
Maybe its just a side-effect of my current episode of depression, maybe something else completely. I just wanna run away and hide in a cave for a year. See nobody, hear nobody, feel nobody.
Maybe even more than just running

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When will this be over

by BenTennyson on 23-Nov-2015 at 17:25

Updated 30-Nov-2015 at 13:07 by BenTennyson

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