Today was the day we said goodbye to our 10 year old Terrier Winston. I'm just so torn up about this. I loved him with all of my being. Every fiber of my existence loved that dog.
He started going downhill last year. It was just little things at first. He started having a little bit of trouble jumping places. This last month though it took a turn for the worse. He just wasn't going downstairs anymore, he was hardly eating and drinking..
I spent time with him earlier
Wednesday at 2:10PM PST I lost one of my favorite individuals in my life. My Grandmother. Never was there a woman so patient and utterly caring as her. She made you feel special. Loved. She was devoted to all of us Grand Children. We loved her dearly. I love you. I miss you. and you'll forever be in my heart.
R.I.P. Grandma.
Saturday night was kind of weird for me.
Weird as in I went to a party, for the very first time in my life. I was invited by a very close friend (He was hosting it.) and well it was weird.
I'm not a person who goes to parties, I sit around at home and read books or play video games instead of going to them. But last night I decided to change that. I actually did kind of have fun, even if I only knew 4 or 5 people there.
it was kind of awkward. But I
So as many are aware I've been anti-social the last week.
I will... Explain a secret I've been keeping.
You see... in November my 80 year old Grandmother was diagnosed with Bladder Cancer. And while the prognosis is seemingly good at the moment, I am... Scared. No, scared isn't the right word. More like Terrified. I'm terrified of losing my Grandmother.
I lost a set of Grandparents to cancer once already. I just... I just don't know. I've been bottling
Here's a friendly tip for those that talk to me on skype.
If I'm offline, and have been offline for several days. Leave me alone. Don't message me on Skype, don't message me here, or anywhere for that matter. It means I do not wish to speak to anyone.
March has been trying and I'd rather just get through the last week of this month in peace. That means no messages on skype, no messages on ADISC. Nothing. I don't want to talk.
Respect my NEED
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