I'm an old DL whose story goes back to age 10 when my brother was born. He was getting all the attention and, although I, an only child 'til then, had it all, suddenly the diapers were at the heart of it (in my child logic). I started sneaking his plastic pants. At this point, I even got erect...a little anyway. Sneaking a triangular piece of nylon, I started secretly pinning it on at night. The erections increased. Soon I had created a two-fold fetish...diapers and nylon. In that day, Wards and Sears both had catalogs and they both carried adult rubber panties. As I searched the pages it became clear that women's panties were very similar: no fly and elastic legs...and, of course, filmy nylon.
Fast forward, I had a girlfriend who liked to put me in both rubber panties and her nylon ones. This just confirmed and strengthened my fetishes.
Later, a book came out: All My Children. It was about psychological therapy using regression including diapers. I shopped psychologists until I found one who would prescribe a weekend session in a nursing facility. Twice I went in on Friday, was restrained (to take away the guilt and assure no tampering or masturbation), diapered, bottle fed, and forbidden to converse in an adult manner. Before and after these two weekend sessions, I was given a psych test called the MMPI. I was honest in my answers but the psychologist had trouble believing it because I blew the second test off the charts.
For several months afterward, I had no desire for either lingerie or diapers. Later however it gradually returned. That's the situation today.
Have any of the rest of Y'all had any similar experiences?
Fast forward, I had a girlfriend who liked to put me in both rubber panties and her nylon ones. This just confirmed and strengthened my fetishes.
Later, a book came out: All My Children. It was about psychological therapy using regression including diapers. I shopped psychologists until I found one who would prescribe a weekend session in a nursing facility. Twice I went in on Friday, was restrained (to take away the guilt and assure no tampering or masturbation), diapered, bottle fed, and forbidden to converse in an adult manner. Before and after these two weekend sessions, I was given a psych test called the MMPI. I was honest in my answers but the psychologist had trouble believing it because I blew the second test off the charts.
For several months afterward, I had no desire for either lingerie or diapers. Later however it gradually returned. That's the situation today.
Have any of the rest of Y'all had any similar experiences?
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...not to mention germany (albeit better).
