EcstaticArugula
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I’ve just ordered some *real* diapers because I’ve just been craving them for so long. When people say their DL’s I’m totally cool with it. With me though I freak out. I have some mental illness so I think it has to do with that, being hyper sexual or just being “weird”. (I’m not trying to say mental illness has anything to doing with being a DL)
I told my therapist and she didn’t judge it. I do need to be “mindful” and pay attention to my thoughts.
I’m really excited about wearing but have a since of shame. It’s not the most “normal” thing but is far from strange. I know this isn’t illegal, isn’t harmful, isn’t even “bad” and doesn’t involve anyone else even. I almost wish I had the age part because it’d make more since. I don’t have the desire to use them either. I’m very kinky so I feel like I shouldn’t have any problem with this to begin with (some is sexual and some is…I’m not sure).
Does anyone have or had a hard time accepting this?
I told my therapist and she didn’t judge it. I do need to be “mindful” and pay attention to my thoughts.
I’m really excited about wearing but have a since of shame. It’s not the most “normal” thing but is far from strange. I know this isn’t illegal, isn’t harmful, isn’t even “bad” and doesn’t involve anyone else even. I almost wish I had the age part because it’d make more since. I don’t have the desire to use them either. I’m very kinky so I feel like I shouldn’t have any problem with this to begin with (some is sexual and some is…I’m not sure).
Does anyone have or had a hard time accepting this?