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  1. Autism, Cerebral Palsy, and being an "Adult Baby"...#553

    It is two days before the Thanksgiving Day Holiday.
    I admit to experiencing a small "emotional crash" this evening.
    Just my memories of my profoundly mentally-ill Mom flushing Holiday Seasons down the toilet.
    They were a major "guilt trip" she imposed upon me, even when I was a child decades ago.
    My younger brother Nate has friends over in Chester, NH to spend time with Thanksgiving Day Evening.
    After he leaves to be with them, I will just be all ...
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  2. So tired of Thanksgiving

    I go on thanksgiving break after work tomorrow. I'm completely fine with the extra days off. What I'm sick of is the amount of food I have leftover after that dinner. Its way too much for two people. I'm going to stop having turkey on Thanksgiving once I'm living alone. Family doesn't matter to me because my actual family never comes to visit me. My dad will probably die sometime next year, so the holiday doesn't matter to me anymore.

    When my dad eventually dies, I'll be able to ...
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  3. Autism, Cerebral Palsy, and being an "Adult Baby"...#552

    Late evening on a Thursday.
    Outside it is cloudy and cold here in Derry, New Hampshire.
    A snowstorm is coming.
    2" to 4" predicted for here.
    Today my brother took me out shopping.
    Besides groceries and incontinence supplies, I only purchased (2) new Hot Wheels little toy cars for my collection.
    As always, I had Adult Baby "rest time" and my nap from 3:00 PM to 6:00 PM.
    Tomorrow is cartoon watching day.
    Saturday too.
    Yes, I ...
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  4. A Letter To My Wife

    You will never read this.

    Faith is a fickle bitch.
    Alone in a crowd.
    Labels are bullshit.
    Labels are awesome.
    It's so hard to put emotions into words.
    It's hard to express emotions appropriately.
    Emotions are hard.
    You say you love me, but I don't feel loved.
    Is that your fault or mine? Or ours?
    What do I need from you that I'm not getting?
    What do you need that you don't get?
    Why do we have to suffer so ...
  5. used diapers

    I have been an adult baby ever since I was about 14 years old. It all started with my attraction of the smell and feel of wet used babies diapers. At that time I lived at home and could only practice my collecting of used wet baby diapers in the alley and woods near my house. But as I got older and had my own car I would search dumpsters and my neighbors trash cans for used baby diapers. I am not a pedophile I just love the smell of used diapers. Does anyone else out there understand this fetish ...
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