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  1. Properly diapered!

    Yesterday I figured out a way of extending the tapes on mt teen size diapers using Micropore tape, so i suppose i was wearing a proper diaper for the first time since resuming DL life. Wore it in bed, but still wore underpants over it in case there was an emergency in the middle of the night.

    Woke up dry in the morning with an uncomfortably full bladder. Felt disappointed I hadn't wet in the night. I went to the toilet then because of peeing in the diaper because there wasn't time ...
  2. I hate panic attacks

    It starts with a vague panic, and the walls close in, and I don't know what to do.

    It's been five months since my doctor took me off the panic disorder medication.

    I did the only thing I could think of last night I hastily put on a diaper and grabbed a plushie, before curling into a ball. I stayed that way for about an hour.

    The panic spells are big, but not as frequent as they could be. ...of course I admit that if I'd been anywhere else an ambulance ...
    Tags: diary
  3. Feeling flat

    Spent all night last night "diapered" (actually teen size diaper under conventional underpants). Got a lot to do today preparing for Wednesday's op, so just wearing underpants, no pad or anything, but it's left me feeling a bit flat, like the diapers and pads are my emotional crutch. In fact, feeling very much like I felt when I moved from nappies to underwear aged 3.

    Updated 22 Hours Ago at 12:07 by yfront

  4. Petrified

    3 days away from my back operation, and I'm petrified. Slightly relaxed by wearing a pad in my underpants and peeing into it. My family don't suspect a thing. The trouble with these modern pads is that you don't actually feel like you've wet yourself.
    Tags: peeing, stressed
  5. Solid Shots

    Every night, I take a solid shot that's what I call the cocktail of meds that I take every night. It's

    • two 300 mg gabapentin pills
    • one 2mg prazosin pill
    • four standard benadryl for the bedbug allergy
    • one 50mg tramadol
    • an L-methylfolate, equal to the RDA of 100%
    • 100mg of topamax
    • 5mg olanzapine
    • and 75mg venlafaxine.

    It covers and starts to ride the sides of a standard shot glass.

    It's a clustercuss. Fibro, PTSD, nerve damage, nerve pain, ...
    Tags: diary, health, ramble
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