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  1. Petrified

    3 days away from my back operation, and I'm petrified. Slightly relaxed by wearing a pad in my underpants and peeing into it. My family don't suspect a thing. The trouble with these modern pads is that you don't actually feel like you've wet yourself.
    Tags: peeing, stressed
  2. Solid Shots

    Every night, I take a solid shot that's what I call the cocktail of meds that I take every night. It's

    • two 300 mg gabapentin pills
    • one 2mg prazosin pill
    • four standard benadryl for the bedbug allergy
    • one 50mg tramadol
    • an L-methylfolate, equal to the RDA of 100%
    • 100mg of topamax
    • 5mg olanzapine
    • and 75mg venlafaxine.

    It covers and starts to ride the sides of a standard shot glass.

    It's a clustercuss. Fibro, PTSD, nerve damage, nerve pain, ...
    Tags: diary, health, ramble
  3. I've Always Wanted To Blog!

    I've always loved watching little web series based around girls making blogs about their lives and talking about heir day and asking/giving advice. Ohhh my goodness this is amazing! I love the feeling of saying something that make people feel happy, and I've always wanted someone to look forward to something I plan on doing.

    Ooooooohhh I might be a blogger now :3
  4. Leave it to me.

    Only I can lacerate my eye just getting out of bed.

    Yes I scratched/cut my left eye trying to take my bipap mask off. Some how I hit myself in the left eye and cut the eyeball. It hurt like hell and I tried to rinse the eye.

    IT hurt for a while then was ok. A little while later it started to hurt again. I got my eye to tear a lot and it stopped. This happened two more times. My wife looked at it and said it looked like there was a film of some kind in there. I irrigated ...
  5. Closets

    I've come out of a lot of closets.

    There was the regular closet, which my folks largely think can change (incoming plot twist)

    There's the gender closet making a twist of "if I'm genderqueer NONE of my relationships would technically be straight"

    There's the broom closet I'm a hard polytheistic pagan Witch, which really didn't go over well with the family (it went over worse than being queer, actually)

    And then there's ...
    Tags: diary
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