Rapture
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- Diaper Lover
First I just wanna say that I’m not looking for sympathy or pity. I just need a place where I can feel safe enough to talk about what I need to talk about. Last year I posted in this group about me being worried about wetting the bed while I was in training to become a truck driver. After careful consideration and not wanting to reveal that I need to wear diapers to bed. I decided to get pull ups from Northshore. For the past 10 to 12 weeks they have worked. When I did wet them I would usually wake up mid way through and try to hold it until I could go into a bottle. I already knew from testing them at home they couldn’t handle a full bladder only my mega max can do that. But anything is better than nothing and the pull ups allowed me to keep it hidden from my trainer. Honestly thought I was good to go. Well unfortunately my worst nightmare came true last night (Sunday Night) I went to sleep on his bed. Put on my diaper like I do every night. I woke up some time in the middle of the night and knew I had wet my diaper. I changed myself into a new diaper and felt around the bed. Maybe not good enough. But thought I was in the clear. Woke up later that day and put my blankets on the top bunk like I usually do. Felt them and everything seemed fine. So again I thought I was in the clear. We eat lunch and afterwards I step out of the truck to talk to a friend on the phone. Ten minutes later I get a text from trainer asking why his bed is wet. I just panicked. I didn’t know what to say or what to do. So I said “I don’t know” he tried to put some blankets on top and tried to go to bed. He got up m, ripped his sheets off and showed me the huge stain i apparently made. I had no choice at that point, but to tell him. He was rightfully pissed and stormed off. He came back and told me I was getting off his truck. He also said that the company would be deducting pay from my paycheck to pay for a new bed for him. I tried apologizing to him, but he would hear none of it. He said I should have told him in the beginning. My response to him was that he wasn’t an easy person to talk to let alone how embarrassing something like this is to talk about with another man. He didn’t have anything to say after that and neither did I. Luckily we were close enough to my home that my wife could come and get me. Now I am absolutely terrified what is going to happen when I speak with my boss tomorrow. I’m scared I might lose my dream job over something I had no control over. Honestly thought this idea of wearing pull ups would solve the issue until at least I got into my own truck. It was working so well too. So now the company I work for knows I wet the bed. The next trainer I get will have to know. This isn’t something I wanted people to know about me. I really believed I had a solid plan. Boy was I wrong. So now if I do end up keeping my job the person who finishes up training will automatically know that I wear diapers and wet the bed. At this point there’s nothing I can say or do. I have to keep this job.