matt1989
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I don't know why but I really don't like it when someone shhhh me. I rather you tell me to shut the F up then for you to shhhh me. I think it stands back when I was a kid. I grow up in a family that thinks kids should be seen not heard. I understand that apart of being kid is adults get there say in first but it really frustrating when your 8 year old self has something important to say or at the very least important to you and your not allowed to say anything until an adult is done talking which if you're lucky will only take 15 minutes. My mom never really did this too much it was mainly my aunt's uncles and grandparents. So as adult when someone shhhh me. For lack of a better word it triggers me. Like my whole body tenses up for like a second and I would cleanse my fists but lucky I'm can come myself down fairly quickly about it but for that brief second I'm am scared that I'll just puch a guy over it. I guess it makes me feel that you don't respect me as an adult which is ironic considering where I'm posting this but for someone that doesn't know that about me and being put down to the same level as child it feels degrading in that sense. I don't know I just feel like getting it off my chest and this is really the only place I can think of. So are you guys think am I being ridiculous or do maybe I have a point.