What age were you

It started at 5 for me, but I have really early memories of wearing a completely soaked pull up at 3-4 I definitely didn't mind until it started to smell bad, so I took it off and told my mom where it was šŸ˜†
 
I am not even sure fully myself. Back when I was in high school. I stumble on some porn style stories with Adult babies, or mistaken identity type. Mostly the stories, i know are a little unrealistic but it sorta stuck with me. It hard to find more stuff like it, and a lot of the stuff bad, but it already been on my mind still too. Older now, and while I wish for the fantasy of the story, just the idea alone feel comforting too, for a more RL situation too.
 
I was sneaking and secretly enjoying diapers starting somewhere between 5 and 8 I think.

It was just a spontaneous thing one day and it just stuck.
 
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Before grade school.
Psychology is weird. Wish I understood my own.
 
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I started to explore with underwear filled with toilet paper when I was 25, but it took me 3 more years until I started wearing nappies.

During my first time, I was testing them and seeing how they looked and felt. At first, they felt a bit weird and very light, but once I got on the bus and sat down, I felt in love with them instantly.

I'm hooked to them since then.
 
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I remember someone drawing a picture of me wearing a diaper when I was around 6 or 7. I remember being upset at first but couldn't stop thinking about it for a while. Eventually I'd start messing around wetting my pants and found that I enjoyed it.
 
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NewLeaf said:
Before grade school.
Psychology is weird. Wish I understood my own.
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Yeah, it is weird. I have always associated my desire to be back in diapers with my youngest brother's birth and his diapers, but that time also corresponds with my earliest clear, complete memories, so it could have started earlier. I am the oldest of three kids, 1-1/2 years older than the middle and 4 years older than the youngest. I was out of diapers by 2-1/2, the middle at about the same age, so there were always diapers and a diapered kid in the house until I was probably 7. Looking back, I clearly recall putting on cloth diapers and plastic pants when the youngest was a baby, so they were most likely left over from me and the middle kid since the youngest's would not have fit me yet. Maybe my DL started earlier and I just donā€™t remember that far back.

I also recall around the same age already having an interest in holding, accidents, and peeing in general. I would often not stop what I was doing to go to the bathroom until I already had a wet spot on my pants, sometimes ignoring my need until I had an accident. Even though we had a big, partially wooded yard and could just pee outside rather than come in, I liked the feeling of holding it and trying not to wet or poop my pants, and didnā€™t seem to be too bothered if I couldnā€™t. Once I got to school age, I stopped the holding as I didnā€™t want to be made fun of for having wet or messy pants, and I started to hide my activities. I donā€™t know why I liked these things, but I donā€™t recall a time I didnā€™t and am pretty sure it was all factory installed.
 
For me it started the day after i got out of diaper. I remember being so excited that i wouldnt have to wear. But the next day there were some left and i really wanted to try them (i didnt and they were given away). since then i tried to recreate the feeling with towels and tissues. When i was around 11 i found out that the our family friends we go on holiday withs daughter (year below me) was still wearing and i got so excited. Every year i would hope she was still wearing so i could steal one or talk to her about it. One year we talk about it but she just complained about wearing and asked me to never mention it again. It was only years later i realised i liked diapers at the time i could work out we they intrested me
 
I've been into diapers for literally my entire life. One of my earliest memories is from when I was in preschool, I was about 4, and it was the day after I had just been taken out of diapers for the day time and I was all sad and jealous of the other kids still in diapers lol
 
I've had the desire to wear diapers for almost as long as I can remember - early childhood, maybe age 4. My fascination was with 80s plastic disposables. I often thought about how I could get to diapers, but basically I never brought up the courage. So it remained a fantasy until I got a driving license and was able to go out of town and buy some adult diapers at maybe the age of 18 or so.
 
I began my journey into little side at 21, due to finding a post or two on DDLG at the time on Submissive guide. IT struck a cord and i later found binkie princess on youtube and that began my fasnicaton with pacis . Diapers and onesies came later after my first master who sort of accepted being a daddy dom but was more Gorean master then daddy dom. Now days im 31 in about a week or so. I havent felt litttle LATELY. but i know when i get my birthday present form Daddy (hes LDR) ill probably shrink into little space rather quickly. (hes buying me a large pink unicorn plush for my bed). to be honest if i had stayed with my previous master i would of never delved so deep into little space, and more into slavehood as a submissive in a M/s style relationship. My new daddy whom i met in 2019 pre pandemic era has treated me so perfectly despite his disabilities physically that i couldn't be happier being little now, with a slight sub side and dom side.
 
I never wanted to get out of diapers, so I guess Iā€™ve been ABDL all my life
 
I didn't find out about AB/DL or DD/LG (I still can't decide which one I am lol or if I'm both lol idk) when I was 17 years old when someone asked me if I had heard of DD/LG. I didn't know what it was so I looked it up and it clicked for me. From there I found out about AB/DL and I now feel at home in these communities. I've been regressing since I was a kid though, probably 8-9 years old maybe?
 
About 15. Regression has been a thing for me for a while now.
 
Iā€™ve known Iā€™ve had an attraction to wearing diapers and being a little since about age 6. It wasnā€™t until age 14 before I really knew this was a part of who I am and realized this was going to be long term.
 
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Officially when I was 16 (not great, was taken advantage of as a minor in kink. Mind you my littleness isnā€™t a kink for me now). But Iā€™ve been age regressing purposely since I was 5. I would ā€œpretendā€ to be a toddler or a baby animal constantly.
 
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My earliest memory was looking for diapers, which was probably sometime around age 3. So this has always been with me
 
BabyDavidMessiah said:
I'm just curious. What age were you when you realized this was part of who you were? How did you come to that conclusion? For myself I was 36. Yes a little bit of a late bloomer I think. Though I got into it around 5 yo, I never came to the realization it was part of me till much later. I never lived alone till that point. I spent a very short part of my life married and had allot of roommates before and after. One might say I found myself so to speak. What's your story?
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Anyone remember the time that Depends was selling single diaper sample packs? I picked up a few at Albertson's grocery store, in the personal care section. Wish they still sold them that way.
Been into diapers ever since. I am 75 now. So guess I started at 55 or 60...
Late bloomer.
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I realized it when I was 19 years old. I was surfing Tumblr and came across information about it and it made sense.
 
I remember trying diapers and finding out about the ABDL community at around 11 or 12, but I likely had a interest in diapers even earlier.
 
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