I met the woman that was to become my wife about 31 yrs ago . I hid this part of myself from her for about 11 years , as it was even hard for me to except , and then one evening after an intimate time together I reluctantly told her , it was also shortly after we lost our son and I was having a hard time with deep depression .
Well she had a few questions and felt a little hurt , the timing really sucked and to be honest with myself it was probably an attempt at self sabotage, she still loved me but I believe inside she pulled away from the subject and really couldn’t deal with it at the time, a big (DUUHH ) on my part .
It wasn’t really until my daughter left for college about 13 yrs later that she was able to really come to terms with it .
Since now we are empty nesters , I buy what ever diapers l like , she really likes me to wear crinkles because they don’t look so institutional and have such a whimsical look to them .Me , I like a mix of plain white and AB designer diapers but when it’s her choice AB diapers win without a doubt.
I really love my wife for everything she is and all that she has given me and I still enjoy making love with her but these days it’s very rare that she will allow me to have regular intercourse with her to which I do enjoy . Now I must wear a diaper while she stimulates me with a magic wand while sucking at her breast. She also enjoys the gratification she gets from the wand and the best part for her is that there’s no mess that she has to deal with personally . I reckon it’s only fair for her but like I said i really like vanilla sex also.