Struggling but thankful

[babyraggydolls]

I’m struggling badly, so I pulled out my bluray audio album, it’s the first high fidelity bluray audio album I own and purchased, Van Morrison and I put it on through the sound bar and the musics helping take
The edge off of my delicate mood. I love the track In to the Mystic and the other tracks are good I’m slowly building up a music bluray collection. My next album if they ever ship it is Grrr by The Rolling Stones, it cost me £20 second hand however they are selling to for £50 upwards on eBay so I’m glad I was able to get another good album at a good price. I never really listen to Van Morrison but I saw his album on bluray and decided to try his songs on tidal and it helped me decide to buy the album. I want to build a music collection again. I like that it’s on bluray and that I can just put a disk in to my console and play it. I wish there were more affordable albums, the Amy wine house bluray they want £100 for and that’s very steep but I keep checking the second hand store and who knows more might show up at a reasonable price. I wouldn’t pay £100 for an album even if I loved the artist, i swear that physical media is getting really expensive.

The pain in my legs is starting to finally get better but I got to to a dentist soon I can’t drink anything hot or cold without getting tooth ache, I think I will need them to put me out to do the dental work and I’m struggling to face that, the wisdom teeth they say will probably need a specialist as they are close to the nerve and there’s at least 3 or 4 extractions need doing and some fillings and I don’t want to be aware of the work that needs doing while it’s being carried out, with my autism I find it very traumatic due to the sounds and sensations.

I got to try and get my sleep back round to normal, I tried to stay awake yesterday and made it to lunch time and fell asleep and awoke at midnight.

I might put Dougal abd the blue cat on to watch to sleep, I got the dvd and used ai to upscale it to 1080p and it looks amazing I love the magic round about.