Winterswarrior
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- Messages
- 9
- Age
- 31
- Role
- Adult Baby
- Babyfur
- Incontinent
- Other
Let me start of by explaining, just like some people are gay (like me), or transgender (which I am not) some people are born with incontinence (which I was not but, I feel as if I should have been as all my life I felt as if using the potty and later the toilet didn't quite feel right and on top of that my entire life I have never had any problems with just urinating or defecating where I am [mind you not at work due to social constructs but that's quite literally the only thing that was stopping me from doing it but that's a slightly different story for later on] and if that ment in my pants/underwear that was it wether or not there was a toilet avalible to use, having that control over it did not and still to this day does not feel right so to speak).
I made a decision about 2 months ago to wear and use nothing but diapers.
First I found a local medical supply store and placed a standing order to be delivered every month of 4 bags of Abenas L4 for night use, 3 Cases of Molicare Maxi Slips for day use along with a case of Tranquility Wipes, a few bottles of Tena Wash Cream, Penaten Diaper rash cream, and Petroleum Jelly Vaseline. I also made a one time order of several onesies in black (for work), grey, and white for my off days or when I'm away from work along with pool pants for swimming and 1 Bag of Swimmates Disposable Swim Diapers.
Second after buying my supplies I went to a luggage store and bought a small hand bag that could store all my daily supplies needed.
After this I went home and I threw out all my boxer-briefs because I won't, and still don't, need them anymore put on my first of many permanent diapers and packed my bag with my new supplies.
It's almost funny how easy it was for me to mentally define myself as incontinent.
Suffice to say I've been living the last couple months as If I had full Functional Incontinence of both bladder and bowel.
I still have mild control over my bladder but holding my urine for any length of time causes a dull ache in my lower body, as for my bowels I still have moderate control over that but that might be because I eat a high fibre diet and I generally only go once maybe twice a day when I'm healthy.
Ever since that day I made that desicion I've been happier overall and above all else being in diapers all the time and using them feels right.
I am truly hoping in time that the last of my control over bodily functions will disappear forever because of the non use of my sphincter muscle will cause them to atrophy.
I made a decision about 2 months ago to wear and use nothing but diapers.
First I found a local medical supply store and placed a standing order to be delivered every month of 4 bags of Abenas L4 for night use, 3 Cases of Molicare Maxi Slips for day use along with a case of Tranquility Wipes, a few bottles of Tena Wash Cream, Penaten Diaper rash cream, and Petroleum Jelly Vaseline. I also made a one time order of several onesies in black (for work), grey, and white for my off days or when I'm away from work along with pool pants for swimming and 1 Bag of Swimmates Disposable Swim Diapers.
Second after buying my supplies I went to a luggage store and bought a small hand bag that could store all my daily supplies needed.
After this I went home and I threw out all my boxer-briefs because I won't, and still don't, need them anymore put on my first of many permanent diapers and packed my bag with my new supplies.
It's almost funny how easy it was for me to mentally define myself as incontinent.
Suffice to say I've been living the last couple months as If I had full Functional Incontinence of both bladder and bowel.
I still have mild control over my bladder but holding my urine for any length of time causes a dull ache in my lower body, as for my bowels I still have moderate control over that but that might be because I eat a high fibre diet and I generally only go once maybe twice a day when I'm healthy.
Ever since that day I made that desicion I've been happier overall and above all else being in diapers all the time and using them feels right.
I am truly hoping in time that the last of my control over bodily functions will disappear forever because of the non use of my sphincter muscle will cause them to atrophy.