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I am, I guess, effectively living a kind of double life these days. Lots of people think that I am a Catholic in good standing. It's extremely difficult to extricate myself because so much of my social circle is Catholic. Many people would be mortified if I took the step of leaving the Church altogether.FatalGeometry said:I gave up on living a life of Christian purity almost a third of my life ago now, but my entire family is heavily religious and despite how wrong it was of them, I don't want to be cast out like my Uncle was when he came out as gay. Also, the moral conflict is only half of the story of why I'm stopping.
Thank you for your kind comment. Much love <3
I know that's not really the best way to live one's life, conforming to other's expectations merely externally. But I'm in a sort of unhappy middle ground at the moment, and it's tough to take a decisive step in either direction.
I mention this just as food for thought. I see you're only 19. I would say my perspective on this issue has changed massively in the 10 years since I was 19, not from any individual lightbulb moment, but just from living life and gaining experience, which for me involved lots of failed attempts at cutting ABDL out.