LittleJulie
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Hello everyone!
I post very infrequently here but I would like your help and advice with the situation that I just had happen.
I've been having a very cold apartment for a few days (many many people had complained about this in our area) and brought it up with my landlord.
This mornining (not really morning) the maintenance guy knocked on the door. I wasn't even dressed so I just had to throw on some clothes.
I thought he was just going to check on the ventilation but proceeded to enter all the rooms to check the radiators etc.
Thing is since he didn't let me know ahead of time that he'd be coming I had all my stuff out. My plushies, diapers, pacifiers still in my bed, and a baby bottle on my desk next to my computer monitor.
He was very professional and only went in to do what he needed to do - and didn't say anything about it - but I still found this SUPER AWKWARD and I felt very ashamed to have been "outed" like that. Now I'm kinda worried that he'll have a laugh at my expense with his colleagues or buddies... I always worry about what other people think of me and this side of me (if they find out).
I know it's "just" an alternative lifestyle, and that I'm an adult who has the right to do what is right for me and what makes me comfortable, but at the same time it feels devastating when something like this happens. Although I've accepted that I am a little, and transgender/genderfluid - I still want to be in control of who, and when, and how much of this side of me I show to people - and now all of it was on display.....
..... This all feels horrible...
I post very infrequently here but I would like your help and advice with the situation that I just had happen.
I've been having a very cold apartment for a few days (many many people had complained about this in our area) and brought it up with my landlord.
This mornining (not really morning) the maintenance guy knocked on the door. I wasn't even dressed so I just had to throw on some clothes.
I thought he was just going to check on the ventilation but proceeded to enter all the rooms to check the radiators etc.
Thing is since he didn't let me know ahead of time that he'd be coming I had all my stuff out. My plushies, diapers, pacifiers still in my bed, and a baby bottle on my desk next to my computer monitor.
He was very professional and only went in to do what he needed to do - and didn't say anything about it - but I still found this SUPER AWKWARD and I felt very ashamed to have been "outed" like that. Now I'm kinda worried that he'll have a laugh at my expense with his colleagues or buddies... I always worry about what other people think of me and this side of me (if they find out).
I know it's "just" an alternative lifestyle, and that I'm an adult who has the right to do what is right for me and what makes me comfortable, but at the same time it feels devastating when something like this happens. Although I've accepted that I am a little, and transgender/genderfluid - I still want to be in control of who, and when, and how much of this side of me I show to people - and now all of it was on display.....
..... This all feels horrible...