Well, that's complicated since most of my childhood was spent wearing diapers in some way. I wasn't potty trained until I was almost 5 and my bedwetting kept going until I was 14. But I don't think I really accepted my interest in diapers until I bought some goodnites when I was 16. At first it was just at night, but then things got worse at school and I felt like I couldn't even go to the bathroom anymore without being nervous. I think diapers just became a security blanket for me to get over all the personal stuff I was going through.