Help me to decide or forced me please!

[christsissy]

Now a day my tits are grown(maybe because gain weight) and my dick automatically smaller than before.
In my body it has a lot of estrogen without take hormones

Previously I watch porn about girl big tits etc.
but now I love to watch mistress, sissy hypnosis or something that make me feel sissy

I have some experience that get me more confuse because my tits are so big, it will have friends come to touch my tits and squeezes it ,but I’m feeling so horny and I moan~ , my dick are so hard inside my pink panty that I wear in that day
That situation make me more sissy, sometime I want to grow boobs than now, plug in my hole, dress like slut and cum in public and make me more feminine

But actually I absolutely don’t like a male, cock or something masculinity

 

[Diaperman95]

Why do you feel you need to ask others how you should live? Personally I do not think a person can choose as we are who we are at birth is in-fact what we are and to think any different is just brainwashing in a delusional society. But that is just my opinion. I am sure I will be hated either way because I am not allowed to have such a opinion in today's society even though I have no hate for anyone. But fact is fact you are born with a Y chromosome or you are not. That is fact twist it like you want. But why you think it is up to others to decide... This alone should have you ask if you have fallen victim to the brainwashing. Personally I would love for this site to stay off the trans topic as it has nothing to do with diapers. But again that is just my humble opinion and I am sure whom I am and what I believe.

I have too shrank down there and my chest along with the rest of my body has more fat. But I know what I am.