princessarya
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- Diaper Lover
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So this is more of a mental health issue. To get a few things out of the way, I have spoken to a mental health professional, but like other things her and I have discussed, while she is a great listener and can provide insight, it's not the same as asking people possibly going through the same thing. Also, as I've acknowledged in the past, I love wearing diapers, I just don't necessarily love needing them. Also, I am not going to argue with anyone over whether or not I am considered IC. Am I completely IC? No, but I have urge IC that has been worsening and one thing I hate about this section is people who give others shit about posting. Okay with that out of the way...
One of the things that really really sucks is when the urge to go to the bathroom hits and I get up and am ready to run to the toilet and it's already too late. It's a kick to the mental health and I have found myself in tears on more than one occasion for being unable to make it. That leads to the obvious counter where I just accept what's happening, know I am going to be in diapers anyway and at least don't have the shame of not making to the toilet. However, that then leads to the feeling of shame over how I am just giving up instead of trying to fight this. Does anyone get where I am coming from? How do you handle these two arguments?
One of the things that really really sucks is when the urge to go to the bathroom hits and I get up and am ready to run to the toilet and it's already too late. It's a kick to the mental health and I have found myself in tears on more than one occasion for being unable to make it. That leads to the obvious counter where I just accept what's happening, know I am going to be in diapers anyway and at least don't have the shame of not making to the toilet. However, that then leads to the feeling of shame over how I am just giving up instead of trying to fight this. Does anyone get where I am coming from? How do you handle these two arguments?