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- Diaper Lover
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- Incontinent
I hate what my lack of bladder control has done to me. Lately it’s been getting to me pretty bad. Although I have had problems for a while, being fully incontinent in diapers is still pretty new to me (about 9 months or so). It made my passion for bull riding about impossible, took the ease and fun out of going down to the river for a swim because I don’t know how to get there and get into water without a diaper or without changing out of one in front of friends. Incontinence took my confidence in dating and in day to day activities. Now I have to pack a bag just for supplies working weeks out of town, having to worry about changing during the day while working in the field, and worrying about leaks, people seeing my waist band and rashes. Somedays I wake up or am going to bed and just lay there and think how easy it was to just get in/out of bed. Now it’s a 5 min diaper change and the thoughts of why is this happening to me.