We all know and respect that voluntarily messing diapers is not enjoyed by every ABDL. Going poopie in my diaper has become so natural, so satisfying on an emotional and physical levels with the anticipation when I have to go potty, relaxing, feeling the intense catharsis as I let go of adult training while I live in the moment and mindfully feel my diaper fill with warm, squishy poopies, This morning my NorthShore Small Tye Dye MegaMax diaper is very wet and very messy, and now that I am sitting here, the warm squishy poopie caressing my diaper area is just one of the simple, and intense pleasures of life. I won't change for several hours. but before my wife gets up this morning. I am not being dishonest, she knows, but one of our boundaries is that I don't mess my diaper when with her. I am going to even get my morning exercise in my wet and poopie diapee. By that time I will definitely be ready for a diaper change and I don't mind cleaning up, just a perfunctory activity after a messy diaper. I will put on a fresh diaper and wet during the day, most of time my wife won't even know when I am wetting or how wet I am. Time to finish my coffee and get ready for my wet, messy morning workout.